meilin wrote:
i think there were many points in my life when i could have taken a different path. like leaving the country after hs. could have just stayed, could have chosen a different country. i also considered many different studies before choosing the one i'm studying now. considered quitting school at 15, because my mental health was too bad and i had already been working since 13 anyway (quite normal in my poor af family and it's super weird to be surrounded by rich people at uni now). i'm glad i didn't. feels like i've already lived many alternative lives. would be cool to experience the world without autism, but idk, i think i ultimately like being autistic