Limbs wrote:
ur depression sometimes feels comfortable in a weird way.
i mean of course it feels bad but feeling bad feels safe, comfy, like a hug somehow? like i'm only able to feel sympathy toward myself if i'm in crisis lmfao
n life normally is just so stressful and anxiety-inducing all the time, but when i'm really depressed i feel like my brain just tunes it all out. & not caring about anything and feeling like nothing matters is so so comforting
i think i only feel this way when ive been in the trenches for a while though... bc when i've been doing better and i notice myself getting depressed again that does feel scary and not comfy at all
ur depression sometimes feels comfortable in a weird way.
i mean of course it feels bad but feeling bad feels safe, comfy, like a hug somehow? like i'm only able to feel sympathy toward myself if i'm in crisis lmfao
n life normally is just so stressful and anxiety-inducing all the time, but when i'm really depressed i feel like my brain just tunes it all out. & not caring about anything and feeling like nothing matters is so so comforting
i think i only feel this way when ive been in the trenches for a while though... bc when i've been doing better and i notice myself getting depressed again that does feel scary and not comfy at all