xLolox wrote:
That sudden wave of grief, where you can't breath, where you try te be silence so no one can hear you, where your nose gets all stuffy, where your eyes get so swollen and red.
One year ago, you were still here, still trying to keep a smile, when you knew your cancer was going to be a death sentence this time. One year ago, you were preparing for my birthday, which is now a week ago. Almost one year ago you were trying to keep a smile on your face, and tried to eat a bit, to make me happy, while you were suffering and in pain.
8 months after you've passed, and the grief keeps hitting hard.
I love you grandma
(No need to comment, just needed to put my emotions somewhere)