Niccki wrote:
of wanting to be someones friend, we hang out, then they turn out to be fake and a bully. its so hard to leave them as well, becuase i would like to hope they would change but they obviously wont.
this is the 2nd time someone has done this to me. 2 years ago, i had a freind that would hit me and be rude to me, and i accepted it becuase, in my words "We're just playing" playing?? the man that insults you and cuases altercations with you is playing? the man that grabbed you and banged your head agianst a table is your freind? i'm so mad at myself becuase i should have broke him off, but i didn't. its not even like i could have told the school, i did tell them about bullying and they were useless, which is exactly why i dont talk to adults about a single thing in my life.