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Anachronism
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Anachronism wrote:
Fucken drugs lol
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Date: 20-02-2024 06:04
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Babybel wrote:
its okay to relapse, it happens!
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Date: 20-02-2024 10:24
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Sylvan wrote:
It's okay, how long did you manage without? However long, it is a real accomplishment. Now you know you can go that long, so start over!
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Anachronism
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Anachronism wrote:
Sylvan wrote:
It's okay, how long did you manage without? However long, it is a real accomplishment. Now you know you can go that long, so start over!
I went on benders for like 3-4 months and decided to quit while I was ahead, that was four years ago. I still would have slip ups here and there tho but never to the point of consistent use. 

it’s only been 2 months and I’ve already spent money I don’t have and got robbed/screwed over by shady people for drugs loooool 

fortunately I climb out unscathed easily if I quit now 
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devilcake wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
Sylvan wrote:
It's okay, how long did you manage without? However long, it is a real accomplishment. Now you know you can go that long, so start over!
I went on benders for like 3-4 months and decided to quit while I was ahead, that was four years ago. I still would have slip ups here and there tho but never to the point of consistent use. 

it’s only been 2 months and I’ve already spent money I don’t have and got robbed/screwed over by shady people for drugs loooool 

fortunately I climb out unscathed easily if I quit now 
i believe in u.. u can do it !
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Date: 20-02-2024 23:33
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Kieren wrote:
It happens, sometimes the road to recovery can be rocky.
Try again, you can do it!
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Date: 21-02-2024 21:34
TarranttHightopp
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TarranttHightopp wrote:
Im sorry to hear that, we all do things we're not proud of, whats important is that you made progress!!!
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Date: 22-02-2024 01:56
Anachronism
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Anachronism wrote:
Two to three months is all it took to lose two sets of keys and get $1500 stolen and I couldn’t report that drugs and paraphernalia were everywhere 

Feel like shit but chasing the long term 

thanks for the support fam
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Date: 23-02-2024 07:09
Anachronism
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Anachronism wrote:
lol a kid at work found drugs in my car she was searching 4 weed 

I was asked to take a drug test admitted I wouldn’t pass 

now I have to do outpatient and pass drug tests to keep my job haha 

I went to a place that wants me to quit smoking weed and do intensive outpatient (3 group therapy sessions plus weekly counseling.) expensive and unnecessary so I am getting a second opinion Thursday 

also being sober sucks and I know how to put a 5 hour energy up my vag I’m crafty 

Fuck 
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Fuggles69 wrote:
I dont know you and I dont know your situation but I do know that you are valuable and deserving of goodness. Dont give up on yourself and your goals because they are worth it, you are worth it. I wish you the best!
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Date: 02-04-2024 16:14
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toraix wrote:
obviously your situation sucks but honestly if soberness doesnt feel right, you can start using after you're in the clear with your job and outpatient stuff

i ended up chainsmoking and binge eating but after like idk 4 years i finally feel like i dont really need drugs anymore and i eat semi normally. stopped smoking a few months ago.
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Date: 02-04-2024 16:42 | Times changed: 1
Anachronism
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Anachronism wrote:
toraix wrote:
obviously your situation sucks but honestly if soberness doesnt feel right, you can start using after you're in the clear with your job and outpatient stuff

i ended up chainsmoking and binge eating but after like idk 4 years i finally feel like i dont really need drugs anymore and i eat semi normally. stopped smoking a few months ago.
I screwed up and used yesterday and I don’t have a drug test scheduled yet but I hope it can be scheduled within a passing window, the one benefit is I do have a vagina  so it isn’t hard to get synthetic pee and poke a hole in a tinfoil wrapped bottle, just hope for the best the temp stays right since it will be  an open ua likely? So I won’t be able to check the temp right before I poke the foil 

it really shouldn’t be that hard to just abstain from using until I’m done w/ treatment (and I switched to a place that isn’t forcing me to do intensive outpatient unlike the last facility) and work is off my ass, but here we are 🫣

Congrats on developing healthier habits btw! That’s not easy to go 
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Date: 08-04-2024 16:53
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