fujiwara wrote:
so gonna try to explain this ree quick bcus it is 2am and im gonna be up in 5 hrs for work LOL
so i played dbd against a group of people that i found out lobbied together. all of them was twitch streamers, and a few of them wasnt streaming but ONE was. so i went into his stream "duo" is his name. and i said stuff like [gg that was a fun game] etc etc
these guys kind ov adopted me from there. a girl "candice" from their party messaged me privately on twitch saying hey u should come play with us girls bcus we are better. ( i think in a way of banter but lowk sexist lol?? whatever i didnt think anymore of it ) anyways, CANDICE invited me to a discord server with a couple of users in there and the ones that stuck out most was a group of 4 girls, her included, under the branch "sinister sisters"... Doc, Hannah, Jabby and Candice. they all had ai photos of real women but they kiiind of looked also cartoon-ish? couldnt really tell, it was AI...
these girls would stream dbd and invite me to play over the course of a week, or i would simply join their streams to watch their games. Candice and Jabby were the most active, Doc and Hannah mostly away for working. I made an assumption that they were all actual sisters since they got along so easily and all had a british accent LOL? during this week i also became a regular viewer (and game joiner) of their friend "Val" who also was in a party with Candice, Jabby and "duo" when i first played against them. Val is lovely, still involves me a lot with their games and is super sweet to me.
but i found out 3 days ago, all of the Sisters removed me as friends on discord, twitch and even on DBD and steam. i never got an explanation and i dont think anyone else noticed. for the first couple days i still joined streams and chatted almost like normal, except i started to notice that they didnt read my comments anymore. i didnt take offence at first. they dont really OWE me a response as a streamer, but they always have less than 5 regular viewers, myself probably included, which they would speak to, too. i realised eventually my comments were just completely ignored by them and they would respond to other friends. they even refused to acknowledge me if i was commenting in Vals or Duo's streams or playing with them. They even forced Val to make a new party in DBD because i was there and they didnt want to play with me.
should i be okay to feel upset by that? even worse was today Val raided into Candice's stream, which BTW was a birthday stream for her, to find i was blocked completely from viewing her or even following her... i told 2 of the guys we are mutually friends with and they didnt really say anything about it. i mean, IDK what they would even say, either? but what should i even feel about this situation??
i dont think i did anything out of normal. i tried to be a supportive viewer, tried to become a friend to them all equally, i helped them with DBD as a long-time player (then being more new) if they asked about anything or if i played with them... waaaaaaa i dont even know why this bothers me so much ????
so gonna try to explain this ree quick bcus it is 2am and im gonna be up in 5 hrs for work LOL
so i played dbd against a group of people that i found out lobbied together. all of them was twitch streamers, and a few of them wasnt streaming but ONE was. so i went into his stream "duo" is his name. and i said stuff like [gg that was a fun game] etc etc
these guys kind ov adopted me from there. a girl "candice" from their party messaged me privately on twitch saying hey u should come play with us girls bcus we are better. ( i think in a way of banter but lowk sexist lol?? whatever i didnt think anymore of it ) anyways, CANDICE invited me to a discord server with a couple of users in there and the ones that stuck out most was a group of 4 girls, her included, under the branch "sinister sisters"... Doc, Hannah, Jabby and Candice. they all had ai photos of real women but they kiiind of looked also cartoon-ish? couldnt really tell, it was AI...
these girls would stream dbd and invite me to play over the course of a week, or i would simply join their streams to watch their games. Candice and Jabby were the most active, Doc and Hannah mostly away for working. I made an assumption that they were all actual sisters since they got along so easily and all had a british accent LOL? during this week i also became a regular viewer (and game joiner) of their friend "Val" who also was in a party with Candice, Jabby and "duo" when i first played against them. Val is lovely, still involves me a lot with their games and is super sweet to me.
but i found out 3 days ago, all of the Sisters removed me as friends on discord, twitch and even on DBD and steam. i never got an explanation and i dont think anyone else noticed. for the first couple days i still joined streams and chatted almost like normal, except i started to notice that they didnt read my comments anymore. i didnt take offence at first. they dont really OWE me a response as a streamer, but they always have less than 5 regular viewers, myself probably included, which they would speak to, too. i realised eventually my comments were just completely ignored by them and they would respond to other friends. they even refused to acknowledge me if i was commenting in Vals or Duo's streams or playing with them. They even forced Val to make a new party in DBD because i was there and they didnt want to play with me.
should i be okay to feel upset by that? even worse was today Val raided into Candice's stream, which BTW was a birthday stream for her, to find i was blocked completely from viewing her or even following her... i told 2 of the guys we are mutually friends with and they didnt really say anything about it. i mean, IDK what they would even say, either? but what should i even feel about this situation??
i dont think i did anything out of normal. i tried to be a supportive viewer, tried to become a friend to them all equally, i helped them with DBD as a long-time player (then being more new) if they asked about anything or if i played with them... waaaaaaa i dont even know why this bothers me so much ????