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Ty :3 It really is, I am so so so happy to be back. North beats south any day haha. And it really is. I hope we get snow this year, we never got it in Plymouth :c How're you?

Cassia bit her lip as she looked in the mirror, trying to decide if she liked what she had done with her makeup. She didn't really understand why she felt she needed to make sure she looked so nice. It wasn't even that she was doing it for Michael though, it was more about her feeling nice in herself and she hadn't felt nice at all. Once she was finally ready she asked her dad to bring her downstairs. She didn't want to stay upstairs and then have to ask Michael to help carry her down the stairs. Once she was down stairs and sat in her wheel chair she wheeled herself into the dining room to grab some breakfast. Her parents were about to head out since they wouldn't have to make sure she was ok as much today. She told them to go, she would be fine, even if she was on her own. She just wanted them to get out of the house, have some breathing space. It would be better for all of them. She was excited to see Michael today. She hoped being around him would make her feel more like her old self and that she would be able to remember more. When the door bell went she felt a little sick, would he even want to stay? would he get to overwhelmed and leave? She didn't want to scare him away or have him not like her anymore because of how horrible her legs looked and how bruised her arms and everywhere else was. Why did she suggest this? She heard her parents shout that they were leaving just after she had heard quiet chatting. They also said that Michael was here. She shouted Bye just as she heard the door shut. She moved her way into the hallway and her eyes settled on Michael. He was beautiful, even better than he was in the pictures. She bit her lip, just taking him in for a minute. Taking in how he was dressed, how he looked. She noticed the bags under his eyes and how tired he looked. She hated that was because of her. She finally looked up so her gaze was locked with his and gave him a small smile ''Hi.'' she said quietly ''Thanks for coming.'' she said, her hands fiddling with the straps of her bag that was sat in her lap. She felt nervous, scared even. She was scared that her idea that being around him more would make her remember idea was going to be wrong and that she would never remember. All she wanted was to remember him, to remember her boyfriend and their relationship.
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Mat drove along, a small smile on his face. He felt oddly relaxed and happy. He nodded when she said she had been busy. ''I've been ok thank you. I've been busy too really, school work, basketball and working sure can keep a guy busy. The worst part is it's only going to get busier when we graduate. where are you going to college?'' he asked as he drove. He pulled onto the little side street and parked just a bit further up from the cafe. He got out and went and opened her door for her. He was looking forward to having a good cup of coffee and hopefully a good chat. He hoped they would get on, he had always found her intriguing and hoped that he could finally get to know her a bit. He led her into the cafe and grinned when he saw the owner was serving. He had come here that much that they were on a first name basis. They were actually pretty good friends, they always chatted when they needed someone to just listen. ''Hey Mandy.'' he said as he gave her a wave before he led Sara to his favorite table. ''What would you like to drink? I'm buying.''

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Cassia couldn't help but smile a little hen he hugged her, her body relaxing into his arms. It was strange, she had only been around him for a short amount of time but she already felt more relaxed and she hadn't felt this relaxed at all since she got home from the hospital. She hugged him back, her smile widening a little ''I kind of thought you might not have wanted to have seen me. I'm really happy that you came.'' she told honestly and she really meant it. She wanted to know more about him, even if she didn't remember. He looked like a really nice guy and from the pictures she could tell them she really liked him, loved him even and she would do anything to get that feeling back. ''Lunch sounds great. After could you take me somewhere? somewhere that meant a lot to both of us before the accident?'' she asked, looking up at him. She couldn't help but grin when she noticed his little blush. She let out a little laugh ''Aw you're so cute.'' she as she pushed herself into the kitchen so she could grab her keys. ''I'm up for it. I'm honestly up for anything right now. All I've been doing this past few weeks since I got home is sitting doing nothing. It's going to be great to get out of the house and be with someone other than my parents. I love them but I just feel like I'm a pain to them right now and I hate it.'' she said as she reached for her keys, groaning a little when they moved out of her reach.

Mat's eyes widened a little bit she said she was going to Yale. He hadn't expected that they would be going to the same college ''I'm going to Yale too.'' he said with a small smile. ''I work in a garage, fixing up cars and stuff like that. I help my uncle with his business. If you have any car problems we're the best place in town.'' he said as he took his jacket off and placed it on the sofa. ''Are you sure? i really don't mind paying for you.'' he said as he walked towards the counter and nodded before he walked over to the counter. He placed their order and then chatted to Mandy for a little bit, asking how her little boy was. When he got the drinks he waked back over and placed them onto the table before he sat down next to her. He followed her gaze and chuckled a little ''Are you a fan of art?'' he asked her, smiling a little.

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Cassia smiled a little ''I won't. I just forget sometimes, that I can't actually stand up and get them for myself. It's frustrating.'' she said as she glanced back a him, smiling a little as she noticed his shirt had moved up a little. He was incredibly cute. I definitely have good taste she thought, kind of shocked that she had had a boyfriend who was so good look. He was definitely out of her league, especially now. She liked that he was pushing her, most of the time she tried to move it around herself but she didn't really like it, it was harder than you would think. ''Sorry for what?'' she asked ''If it's about cursing I don't really mind so you don't have to be sorry or anything.'' she said as she looked around, breathing in the fresh, crisp air. It was lovely to be outside, to hear the sound of cars driving up the street, the rustling of the leaves and the tweeting of the birds. She felt the happiest she had since woke up right then. As they moved along the street she decided to get what she wanted to say off of her chest ''I want to say this now so then we can move on with the rest of the day and stuff. But I meant what I said in the letter, I really am sorry that I can't remember more than just the first day we met and that I can't remember our relationship. I'm trying my hardest to remember though, I can promise you that. I hate not being able to remember, especially when I look through my phone and see pictures of us before the accident. We looked so happy.. so in love and I want to feel like that again. I want to remember all the memories and inside jokes. I just hope that being around you does help.'' she told him, tearing up a little. It felt good to get that out and off her chest. ''So where are we going?'' she asked.

Mat nodded ''I like that too. In a way it unites us all, we may all be from different backgrounds and have different lives but we all see the same thing. Do you like a lot of artists? My mum is a huge fan of art. She even paints herself.'' he said with a little smile. He leaned back, his arm resting on the back of the sofa behind her. ''You're more than welcome. I hope you enjoy it, they have the best coffee in town here I think.'' he said as he picked up his mug of steaming coffee and took a sip of the drink. He frowned when she asked what he wanted from her. ''What do I want from you? Nothing I just thought it would be nice to get to know each other if we were going to write the speech together.'' he said ''Why would you think I wanted something from you?'' he asked, with a frown. He was just being nice and friendly, did he have to have a reason to do so?

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''That's fine, I'm not too big of a fan of cars at the minute anyway. It took an hour, a panic attack and lots of tears just to get me into the car to go home from the hospital.'' she said, shaking her head. When she got into the car that day all she could see were the brights lights coming towards her. Even just thinking about it made her feel queasy. She felt a tear fall but she quickly wiped it away, she didn't want to cry today. It was going to be a good day, she had done enough crying at home. When he said he'll try if she tries she couldn't help but grin, happy that he was giving her a chance to remember and for them to work on things. She was half expecting him to want to give up on her and move on. ''Promise?'' she asked, lifting a hand up, holding her pinkie out . ''That sounds lovely. did we spend a lot of time at your house?'' she asked ''And are you a good cook? I love it when a guy is good at cooking.'' she said with a small smile ''And yeah it will be nice to just chat. It's nice that we can do that, I feel like I can't really do that with my parents. It's almost like they're scared of saying stuff to me if I don't remember so they just don't say much at all. It's strange, I feel more comfortable now, around you, than I do with them.'' she told him. ''Naomi..'' she said, the name not bringing up a face in her mind. ''Naomi.. is your sister right? I saw some texts between me and her from before the accident on my phone and I guessed that was who she was. I'm sorry if I'm wrong by the way.'' she said with a little laugh. ''Thank you by the way, for coming and taking me out today. It's nice to get out. I was starting to feel like a prisoner in my room.''

Mat nodded, biting his lip a little as he didn't really know what to say back about her not having much time for art. He was giving but she wasn't really taking and giving back, conversation wise. He took a sip of his coffee, grininng a little at the lovely taste. Mandy really did make the best coffee in town. He frowned when she said about just writing the speach and there being no more small talk bull shit. He was a bit shocked at her reaction, he had remembered her being friendly and chatty. He didn't realise until just how much she had changed since her track days. "if that's what you want. Sorry for trying with the whole get to know each other thing. I guess I shouldn't have bothered. I just thought it might have made the speech sound better, make it more personal and relevant to us and our class if that makes sense. And who knows, we could be friends. You dont know that it won't go anywhere until you've tried so don't say it wouldn't have gone anywhere when you haven't even given it a chance." He said as he sat his mug back down on the table. He didn't understand her, why couldn't they have even tried to be friends? Surely it would have made the whole process more enjoyable. When she said she had to go and rushed out the door he stood quickly, grabbing his jacket. He followed her out "Sara wait! At least get me take you back to school. And don't worry I'll leave you alone. Just know Sara, sometimes people just want to be nice. They don't want anything from you they just want to be nice. Not everything has a hidden motive." He said as he opened the passenger door for her, hoping she would get in. He would feel better if she knew she was at school and ok.

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Cassia nodded "I think so. They said it's pretty normal for someone who's been in a car accident. They said some don't even get back into a car at all. They said I could be like forever but I can get help for it if I want to, they suggested going to see a therapist to deal with the trauma of it all. There are different therapies to try and get me back to being ok again. But it seems like car rides aren't going to be that fun for the time being." She said with a little laugh. She smiled when he wrapped his pinky around hers. She didn't know what would happen further down the line and what would happen if she didn't remember but she wanted to try to get her life back to how it had once been. She just wanted her life to begin to feel normal again and she hoped that it would and if things went how she wanted it made her happy to know that she would have Michael by her side. It just scared her that what if she doesn't remember? Will they just not see each other again? Will he not want to try building something with the Cassia that is there now? She didn't know and she didn't really know what to think. She shook her head, they could talk about that later. "Oh yay, I actually remembered! That's another small thing I can add to the list of things I can remember. I seem to be remembering small stuff, like little stupid stories nd things. This is the biggest thing I've remembered so far though so I think I'm making progress by the way." She said as she grinned up at him. "You're house is fantastic!" She said as she looked around as he pushed her through, it was huge and was all decorated nicely. "I love your garden, it's huge!" She said as her eyes widened, a grin on her face as he stopped her wheelchair in the sun. "Well that's good then. I'm looking forward to trying your food." She told him before She sighed happily, happy to be outside and to just feel happy. She smiled when she heard a voice "Naomi?" She asked, glancing to Michael for conformation. When he nodded she grinned at the girl "Hi! How are you?" She asked pushing some hair behind her ear, laughing a little as Naomi almost bumped into her brother. She glanced around the garden, smiling a little. It felt oddly familiar. (Should she remember sometbing while she's there or is too soon?)

Mat sighed with relief when she got in, especially with the change of weather. He didn't want her to get poorly or anything. He glanced over at her before he started the car, pulling out into the street before rejoining the busy traffic. He turned the radio on once again. The only difference to the other time they were in the car was the lack of chatter. He felt it was probably best just to keep quiet now, he didn't want to make things worse and make her dislike him even more. He drove along and was slightly startled when he heard her speak. He wasn't expecting it. He was that shocked that he didn't reply for a minute, he was just in deep thought. He shook his head, to clear his thoughts "Sure. How come you want to go there?" He asked curiously as he turned round so they could head to the high school. Maybe this could give them a chance to talk, he thought, part of him still hoping things could turn out alright. At a traffic light he glanced over st her and frowned "Hey, are you ok?" He asked softly.

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I think I have an idea for Cassia and Michael :3 How're you today?

Cassia smiled as Naomi grabbed one the chairs from the table that sat in the corner of the garden an took a seat next to her. She could already tell she was going to like Naomi, she seemed so bubbly and lovely. As Naomi began to chat away to her, Cassia couldn't help but grin and chat back. It felt nice to talk to someone who wasn't asking about the accident, She was so thankful for that, it just felt so normal and like there wasn't even anything wrong with her. Cassia asked her about school and if she was enjoying it and then the got onto talking about what subjects Naomi would be picking when she had to pick her GCSE's in her next year of school. After that Naomi began to tell her about this cute boy in her class that she liked. ''Aw, he sounds cute! I bet Michael won't be happy about that though, will he?'' she asked with a little laugh just before she heard Michael's voice. She glanced over at him, a small smile tugging at the corner of her lips. He was so gorgeous. She couldn't help but laugh a little at the exchange between the siblings. It made her wish she had an older brother. ''See you later, Naomi.'' she said with a smile and a wave. As she was about to leave the kitchen Cassia spoke ''Hey Naomi? Do you like shopping?'' she asked, smiling when she got a nod in return ''great, fancy coming shopping with me one day? I need to get some new clothes so I'll take you shopping one day if you like?'' she asked, grinning when she said she would love to. When she was gone she wheeled herself closer to the house so she could have a peek in to see what Michael was cooking ''What ya making?'' she asked, smiling up at him.

Mat nodded when she said she was ok, although her didn't really believe it. He was confused as to why they were coming here, it was such a bad area. He understood when she mentioned her brother though. He nodded ''I hope he's not in too much trouble. How come he doesn't come to our school?'' he asked as he turned into the car park. He pulled into a space and turned the engine off. When she got out and gave him the instructions to stay in the car and keep the windows up he nodded, giving her a little mock salute. He watched as she walked into the school and looked around, noticing how beat up everything looked. It was nothing like their own school. He'd heard a lot of stories about this place and none of them were good. He looked out of the window and saw a guy and a girl looking over at the car. He frowned a little, wondering why they were staring at the car. Did they know Sara or something? He wasn't sure but they didn't look like the nicest people in the world. When she came back with her brother he smiled ''Hey, I'm Mat.'' he said as he gave him a little nod as he took in the appearance of Sara's sibling. They looked a lot like each other. He turned the engine on as he waited for Sara to get into the car. He watched her, giving her a little smile but it soon disappeared when when she noticed the look of terror on her face and she mouthed the word sorry. He glanced back at her brother ''Does she know them? Why does she look so scared?'' he asked, returning his eyes to Sara.

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I was thinking it could get to much for Michael so when they do talk about if they are together or not he decides not to be? and so maybe they don't see each other for a while and in that time she could remember? But he's gotten in a bad way and is with someone else even though he regrets his decision to not stick with her? idk it was just an idea that popped into my head. And hmm I think I'm going to say she doesn't for now

I'm really good thanks, had a fab day today so I'm really happy :3 you been up to much today?

Cassia grinned ''Pasta? I love pasta.'' she said with a smile as she watched him move around the kitchen. ''I know but I enjoyed talking to her and I really do need someone other than my mother to go shopping with. From the old texts I read it seemed like we got on well so I want to get to know her again and try and remember. If you don't want me to though I won't, it's up to you.'' she said with a small shrug. ''Aw so sounds like a cute first date. I love Italian restaurants so it doesn't surprise me.'' she said with a little smile ''I'm sure your pasta will be just as good. Homemade food is always good too. I suppose your lucky I can't remember how good it was.'' she said with a little laugh. She frowned when he apologized and shook her head quickly ''Oh no. No no no. Do not apologize ok? My parents are doing the same thing and I hate it. I want you to talk to me about memories, tell me about them. Help me remember them. If I hear the stories and memories i might spark my memory and help me remember and I want to remember. I want to remember so please, talk about the memories when you think of one. Don't feel like you have to walk on eggshells around me, I'm a big girl. I can handle it. I should be the one that's sorry anyway.'' she said as she looked at him, waiting for him to meet her eyes. ''How long is your pasta going to take? I'm starving.'' She said with a grin ''Could we eat outside too? The weather out here is gorgeous.''

Mat nodded ''Nice to meet you Sam.'' he said with a smile, his eyes still on Sara and her friends, or ex friends. ''She went out with him? He looks like a drugged up mess.'' he said, frowning. He knew she had been to Michaelson before she transferred to their school but he didn't know much about her time there. He didn't like the look of the girl and guy stood in front of Sara though. He sighed with relief when he saw her walk towards the car and he turned the engine on, wanting to get them all away from here as quick as possible. When she said drive he pulled out of the space, driving past the two teenagers. He quickly got them away from the high school. ''Did he give you weed?'' he asked her, a small frown on his face as he drove ''And are you ok? they weren't bothering you or anything right?'' he asked as he drove. ''Are we taking you home Sam?'' he asked, glancing back through the mirror to the boy sat in the back. He wasn't sure where they lived so he pulled over, waiting for an answer.

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Woo :3

Cassia laughed "of course. I forgot that you obviously already knew that." she said with a small smile. She nodded, a sad smile on her lips "I understand. I guess it's hard for you all because I guess I'm just a shell of the person you all loved. In fact don't worry, you don't have to talk about who I use to be." she said quietly, glancing down at her feet, her relaxed feeling disappearing completely. She was starting to feel more and more on edge, just how she did when she was with her parents. It felt like Michael didn't even view her as the same person, it was almost as if she wasn't Cassia at all. She felt stupid for making him promise to give her a chance. She thought that being around him would feel normal, that they would be able to chat and talk as if she was still the same person but it was as if she was someone he had never even known at all. She nodded "ok. I erm I'll leave you to it." She said, not sure what else to say. She turned around and wheeled herself back to where she was sat before, this time facing away from the kitchen. She just needed a minute to try and sort herself out. She hated the fact that she couldn't remember. She hated the fact that she felt like a stranger in her own body. She hated that nothing felt normal and that nothing would feel normal unless she remembered. And she couldn't remember and she was angry at herself for that. Why couldn't she do something as simple as remembering? She was angry at the teenagers who stole the truck that crashed into her. She just felt sad and angry and she didn't know what to do. She wiped her eyes as she felt a few tears fall down her cheeks and took a deep breath. "Not now cassia." she whispered, calming herself down.

"Save him?" Mat asked "Guys like that are too far gone to be saved and your sister is way too good for a girl like that. All he would have done is bring her down." he said as he ran a hand through his hair. He was completely surprised that this had all happened after their sort of argument. He thought they would have gotten back to school and then that would have been that. He nodded when she said she was ok "Good, I'm glad. That guy seemed.. I don't know he just didnt seem like a good guy." He said as he drove. When he had pulled over and Sara and Sam were talking he stayed quiet, not feeling like he should interupt or anything. It was a family conversation. He was a bit taken a back by Sam's reaction to her working though and he wondered why Sam never got to see his sister. It was a little strange. He gave Sam a wave as he left the car and then started the car again was mat saw that he had gotten into the station safely. "Hey you don't need to be sorry. I'm just glad I could help, if I did help at all. If it ever happens again and you need a lift to go and get sam feel free to ask, ok?" He told her with a smile as he drove. "Are you sure you're ok?" He asked. "Where do you work?" He asked out of curiosity.

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Tokyo wrote:
ah im rtyping but there is a cat asleep on my lap so itll be slow replies

haha no worries :3

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Cassia sighed as she wiped her eyes again, hoping her eyeliner and mascara hadn't smudged. She didn't want the fact she had been crying to be obvious, she didn't want to make him feel bad or anything. When he asked if she was ok she bit her lip and nodded before giving him a tiny smile. It was so tiny it was barley visible but it was there. ''I'm fine I guess. And I don't need anything medication wise, I take everything I need to first thing when I wake up. Thank you for thinking though. Sorry if I'm acting a bit funny or something. '' she said as she pushed some hair behind her ear. She suddenly felt so childish and stupid, she couldn't do anything for herself, she couldn't remember anything and she couldn't do much of anything. She just felt like a child that was there. Part of her felt like she just wanted to escape from everything and everyone, to just not be a bother to the people around her. It would probably be better for everyone anyway, she thought to herself. ''Is the pasta ready?'' she asked with another small smile. She hoped that having something to eat and hopefully talking about anything other than the accident might make things not as awkward. (should we skip a bit for them? Maybe ti when they have the conversation about him moving on and then to later on when she's remembered and he's with someone else?)

Mat nodded ''True, but guys like him are dangerous. Not only do they destroy themselves they destroy everyone in their path.'' he said as he glanced over at her, wondering why she would defend him. He smiled in reply to her sure as he turned onto the road of their school. It had been a crazy morning but he strangely enjoyed it, it was nice to be in her company in a strange way. ''Lily's? that place is the best. I haven't been in ages but my mum use to take me and my brother there all the time when we were little.'' he said with a smile and nodded ''I will. I'll swing by for a slice of pie sometime.'' he said with a nod, a silent promise that he would see her there one day. He pulled into the car park and parked in his usual space. He turned the car off and smiled at her. 'We have ten minutes to kill, what do you want to do?'' he asked, not to sure if she would want to talk or stay in the car with him. He stretched and let out a yawn.

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I'll skip in my reply so just want to ask before I do. So she goes back to school and that's when they have the conversation? And then maybe it could be a month or two later when she remembers and then she can walk again?

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Cassia bit her lip as she sat in her mums car, watching the busy traffic around her. She felt sick, today was her first day back at school. To say she was scared would be an understatemen. She had been up all night worrying about it and she felt no better about it now she was on her way. She wasn't looking forward to disappointing more people when she didn't remember, it was bad enough with her parents and Michael but she knew it would be the same with the people she had known before. Her and Michael had been spending more time together but They couldn't seem to shake that awkwardness off. They had a least had a laugh together so she supposed that was a bit of a start but she could tell it was hard for him that she couldn't remember. She had remembered a few more things but it was nothing relevant to them or their relationship. When they stopped in front of the school she sighed, this is it, she thought. Her mum helped her out of the car and into her wheel Chair before she took her into the school to show her to Michael. He was going to help her get around her classes and find her way. As they entered the school she could hear people whispering about her and it made her feel even more sick. Today she was wearing a simple black skirt with a black and white polka dot crop top. Her legs were covered by thick black tights so her bruises weren't on show. Her bag was sat in her lap. She said goodbye to her mum just as she she saw Michael approaching them. She gave him a smile "Hi. Ready to she me around this mad place?" she asked, glancing around at all the people.
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Mat smiles at her "Not many people do. He's a lot older than me so not many people know of him. My parents are older than most of the parents of classmates in our year so they had him a lot earlier than they had me. He also doesn't live in town, he lives up state with his wife and my nieces." He said with a little grin, he loved his nieces to bits and they loved their uncle mat. He always loved getting to spend time with them when they came down for a visit. He loved seeing them at Christmas too. Mat nodded "I just usually hang around here before I need to go to class." He said as he took his seatbelt off and leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest. "My tattoo? Its sort of a tribute to my grandad. He passed away a few years ago and he was an artist. One of the last drawings he did was for me and I thought I would get the drawing made into a tattoo to remember him. We were really close. I love it." he said with a little grin. "So when should we meet up to get started on the speech?" he asked, glancing over at her.

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