kitten wrote:
buffy made eye contact with oli before they skipped off, and she sighed, feeling like it was her fault they couldn't all be together. she walked simultaneously with elin, looking down at the ground and listening to what she had to say. "i know, i know you're right. it's been 5 months now, i should be over it. i just freak out when i see him. my heart starts pounding and i have an anxiety attack. all i can think about is him with someone else. i'm not mad, most of it's just me being hurt." she pushed open the large glass door and held it open for el, and greeted the employee with a smiling face. "i guess it wouldn't hurt to see him tonight. you know, look super good and be super fun? i wonder what he'd think. and i think if we had a few glasses of wine before we hit jake's i could have the confidence to be around him." she looked over at her friend, smirking. "god, i can't believe you guys haven't hooked up already. you flirt so hard."
oliver laughed and put out his second cigarette, starting to walk towards his apartment off campus. "come over my house for a little, we can pregame before the party." as he was walking, he listened to mat and felt pretty bad, "it sucks man. everytime i see either of you i can tell how hurt you both are. you know she's not mad at you. she's just hurt. i just wish things could be like they were before. like when we had those plans to move into that super nice condo together and then shit went downhill. i'm not trying to make you feel bad man."