Ecstasy wrote:
Okay.I will go.:'3.
A metallic taste intrigued my taste buds , accompanied by a salty after-taste and yet bitter in all it's glory.Well aware of the liquid that had filled my mouth , I allowed it to trickle down my breathing tube and leave me a gasping wreck in the bath.Living was no longer a necessity for me any-more , and it hadn't been for a long while.Rasping slightly , the croaky , dry remains of my speech managed to pull together a breathless " Urrghh.. " , as I guided my arm along the crimson stained fragile left arm , urging the blade out.The bath was in a terrible state , burgundy liquid trickling aimlessly down the sides and bath water stained an alarming red color, one of the things I could never quite explain to Drew.Drew...Where was he , I longed for him so much..Despite all my alibis and cover-ups , our constant fighting and fall-outs , he was the only thing keeping me cemented into one piece.Battered , injured , hurt , but together.The rough sounds of a young man shouting pierced the fabric of my day-dream , and suddenly I was on full alert.It was Drew : he was here.But..he was not alone?A female voice erupted at him , and I heard the unmistakable sound of a door slamming.I could just picture his distorted face now , turning into a bitter grin , the way he lures them all in now..Wait..is that..? It was her.OH GOD.It was her..Her , who was with that other girl.Her , who abandoned me in one of my highest needs for help , along with that other girl.The stress sent my head wheeling , and before I knew it I was in my clothes , projectile spraying the bath with disinfectant and soap , hoping the blood stains would fade.I frantically puled back my hair into a pony tail and erased the last remains of blood in it , then went on to cover the cuts and hide the blade in it's usual place.The bath-room had a reddy tint to it , and my full hope is that they would not notice.