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Lacrimosa
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Lacrimosa wrote:
I glanced at Scarlet and smiled sadly. "I don't remember the rest..." I looked at the floor then looked up. "I could... try singing... something I wrote..." After a second, I shook my head. "Never mind, that's a stupid idea..." I laid back and stared at the ceiling, the notebook I had snuck in laying just under my head.

Cry
Streetmusician

Cry wrote:
I looked down at my hands, they were shaking. I nodded and laid my head on my pillow, and tried to think of good things, but I didn't know what good even was anymore. I closed my eyes, and fought through the images of them, and was plunged into blackness.

Lacrimosa
Karaoke star

Lacrimosa wrote:
I tossed and turned for hours. After a while, I gave up on sleep and reached under the pillow. I glanced at Scarlet before taking it out along with a pen. I turned to the next blank page and began writing.
I'll be that light when you're in the dark
If you let m into your heart
But don't think I came from above
Because I'm not perfect and neither is love
I stared at the paper. Love, like most other things, were practically myths in the facility. All I had to go on was the books I had found and stolen from some of the workers. Of coarse I returned them, and nobody ever found out, but the point is that I knew I was missing out on the real world. "I miss mom and dad." I blurted out. I immediately covered my mouth, hoping Scarlet wouldn't wake up.
(Not gonna make her fall in love, but that was the only thing I could think to write about.)

Cry
Streetmusician

Cry wrote:
(It would be kinda fun though o-e my old rp buddy and I used to go full lesbo with chars XD But i'm not comparing o-e)

I awoke to the word parents. I looked over to Violet, and didn't say a word. I got up, and reached under my bed. I looked to find where the box was. When I found it, I pulled it out from under the bed, and opened it. I slowly picked up the picture of mum and dad, "This is what comfort feels like." I muttered. I got up and gave the picture to Violet to look at. She smiled slightly, and then gave the picture back. I put it back in the box and slid it back under the bed, "I miss them too." I climbed back into my bed and shut my eyes, but this time I didn't see them. I saw my parents.

Lacrimosa
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Lacrimosa wrote:
(hahaha XD)

I glanced at Scarlet and decided to try to get some sleep once again. And with the same results. Finally, I decided to sit on the windowsill and look up at the stars. I sat there until the sun began to come up, still wide awake. I got up and put my journal back under my pillow before anyone could come in and see it.

Cry
Streetmusician

Cry wrote:

~Flashback time~ "Mama, where are we going?" I heard my sister ask from the carseat next to me, "We're going to a daycare." She said nervously. I stared out the window to see my father waving. He had tears in his eyes, but I couldn't figure out why. I waved back, and looked at my sister. She looked at me and smiled her ever-present smile. It was early, and I was tired, but I couldn't wait to see my new daycare. My mum started the car and drove. I looked out of my window, and smiled at my friends playing at the park. I looked at all the trees, flowers, and animals on our way to our new daycare. Suddenly the car stopped, and I looked out to see my new daycare. My small hands were shaking, 'Will the kids like me?' I thought. My mum took me and Violet out of our carseats and took us inside. She told us to play with the toys they had set out and she went over to the desk. I heard her talking to the woman at the desk, "Well, Scarlet see's these shadowy figures, and Violet, well, I don't know how to explain her." I kept playing, pretending I wasn't listening, "They are twins, 4 years old." After awhile, mum took Violet and I's hand and led us to a lady in a white labcoat. She took us into a room with white walls and floor. Our mum came in and kissed our foreheads, something she often did when she wasn't going to see us for awhile. I didn't acknowledge it. She hugged us and told us goodbye. The nurse led my mum out and closed the door. It had been weeks since our mum had come to get us, and finally, I realized she wasn't coming back, she had left us here, waiting for her return that would never come.

(Well I gtg for the night, so bye. Cant wait to see ur rp!)

Lacrimosa
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Lacrimosa wrote:
(oh byee. still reading but i hope to see you either monday or tuesday.)

Lacrimosa
Karaoke star

Lacrimosa wrote:
A white gown, a couple of eggs, and a napkin I had attempted to fold into a flower. This is what my morning had consisted of. On the side, my note book lay opened and my pen uncapped. I wrote furiously.
Prison gates won't open up for me.
On these hands and knees I'm crawling
Oh I reach for you

I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you

Come please, I'm callin'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry, I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

I hummed the tune to my self and took a bite of my eggs. "Show me what it's like- to be the last one standing. And teach me wrong from right- I'll show you what I can b-" I was cut off by the sound of the door opening. "What was that noise?!" the lady snapped. "Uh... I just... was talking to myself." I said. Wow, smooth. My head said sarcastically. SHUT UP I'M TRYING TO THINK!!! "What's that?" the lady said, pointing to my journal. "M-my diary." I said nervously. The lady walked up and snatched it off the bed. "Hey, give it back!" I shouted. "No, you aren't allowed to have this." "But it's mine!" I screamed through tears. The lady walked out and slammed the door and I crumpled on my bed, sobbing into my pillow. It wasn't just a song book- I had written any memories of my parents in there. I too often forgot them and without it, the memories were as good as gone.

(hope you liked that!~ and i know it's kinda man-period-ish, but I was thinking we could go steal it back or something. cx)

Cry
Streetmusician

Cry wrote:
(xD If you wouldnt have added the whole closing the door I wouldve gone badass on that lady XD But I liked that it was a nice addition to the rp)

I was woken up by Violet screaming, "Violet what happened?" I whispered to her. She looked over at me, with a deep sadness in her eyes, "She took it." I sighed and walked over to her. I sat next to her and hugged her, "We'll get it back, one way or another."

Lacrimosa
Karaoke star

Lacrimosa wrote:
(hahaha, cool. and guess who just got back from camping!- and with her crush i might add. THIS GAL!!!)

I sniffed and wiped my tears. usually, i would look up warm memories of my parents at times like this, but without my journal this was impossible. Scarlet was right, we needed to go get it back.

Cry
Streetmusician

Cry wrote:
I looked at Violet and smiled, hoping to cheer her up. I hoped to see her smile in return. She hadn't smiled since mum left us. I missed her smile. It could light up a room, and warm everybody. She wasn't the same anymore, neither of us were. But that was just how the world worked. There was only change, and pain. Atleast, that's what Violet and I knew it to be.

(Did ya have fun camping?

)

Lacrimosa
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Lacrimosa wrote:
(yeah. found out my crush likes me back. and made fun of his fear of worms. XD oh, and i just got back from my first few days of highschool too)

Lacrimosa
Karaoke star

Lacrimosa wrote:
I saw Scarlet smile and had to look away. Everyone said we were identical, but something about her was so much like the mother I barely remembered. Before I did something stupid like cry again, I sat on my bed and let out a huff of air. Without realizing it, I began to hum part of the lullaby our mother used to sing us, but stopped after only a few notes. I couldn't remember the rest. Another song came to mind- the one I had written down in the journal. Though in a weak voice as it was all I could manage, I began singing lyrics that I never put on the paper.

(figured this could be the lullaby- don't judge, i love this song. No words, but yeah xp http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eGmlSWYpyzQ p.s. sorry i havent been on, i had school)

Cry
Streetmusician

Cry wrote:
I looked down at my hands when Violet looked away, my smile whiped from my pale face. I listened to her sing. Her voice was pure, even when she lived in this hell. I looked up at her, and started singing the part she had forgotten. She smiled the smile I always remembered. I felt a wave of warmth flow through me. (her smil had that effect ohohohohohoho o-e)

(Its okay, I had to do a pre-grade test. Yeah my school has those .-.)

Lacrimosa
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Lacrimosa wrote:
(sorry, first year of highschool. theres been a whole bunch of b.s. so yeah)

I smiled and tucked my hair behind my ear. "I wish I had my journal, I thought of more lyrics." I frowned and crossed my arms. "Oh well..." I sighed and hugged my pillow.

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