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Eleanor nods ''I want to change though, what I'm doing obviously isn't working so I need to change. I'm not going to throw away my clothes, I'm just going to wear them for nights out instead of on a daily basis. I'm still going to be just a better version of me.'' she said and kissed his cheek. ''Yep, that's all I've ever wanted you for.'' she smirked as she took the bag ''Thank you.'' she said happily and sat next to him, munching on her bagel happily ''You know me so well.'' she said, referring to the bagel. That was all she ever had for breakfast, she loved bagels a lot. Once she finished she stood up ''Right get your shoes on mr, as soon as I'm ready your coming shopping with me. Hmm might even get my hair done, change things up a little bit.'' she grinned. She hadn't felt this good in ages. She skipped off and showered before she changed into http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=126716091 . She grinned as she looked into the mirror, loving how she was looking. It was her. She loved how the top showed off her flat stomach. She grabbed her bag ''Come on xanthe.'' she grinned.

Ryder smiled ''I'm lucky to have her as well although she's starting to act a bit funny.'' he aid as he sat down with her. ''I don't know, I thought we could do something together. We haven't had a Romany and Ryder day in long time. I miss my best friend.'' he said, grinning softly at her. He was glad she was eating and appeared to be ok but he knew it could just be an act.

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xanthe smiled. "well good for you, el, i'm proud of you!" he got up and stretched his arms out, waiting for her to get ready. he would be waiting a long time, he knew that. but he was happy with that because he was just glad she was cheering up. he grinned at her, putting his converse on, he grabbed his wallet and walked out with her. "so where exactly are we heading today, missy?" he put an arm over her shoulders casually.

romany raised an eyebrow, leaning back in her seat with her glass resting in her lap. "really, how come? what's she been doing?" she bit her lip as she sipped her drink, smiling a little more, nodding her head. "we could have a romanyder day and do something cute cos i've missed having normal days with you. all your time is taken up now." she pouted slightly over at him, crossing her legs over on the chair.

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Eleanor grinned "Yay I'm glad your proud of me I don't like it when your disappointed in me." She said, pouting a little at him. She grabbed her phone and keys and headed towards the door "Hmm how about we go to that shopping centre that's just opened in town or lets drive up to sheffiled and go to meadowhall? That place is huge and has the best shops. I'm glad that I've got all the money from my birthday still." She said happily as she walked out of the apartment and headed down to his car. "I can't even remenber the last time we did something like this, we haven't hung out properly in ages." She said, frowning a little. They only seemed to spend time together when she was drunk the rest of the time he was with Lana. "Do you fancy having a movie night tonight or something? We haven't done that in ages. Don't worry if you can't I know you spend most of your time with Lana but it might be nice, we haven't done that in a while." She said as she glanced over at him, biting on her lip softly.

Ryder shrugged "She's been really snappy and protective of her phone, she's always getting in a mood with em if I ask her where she's been when she doesn't come home when she says she will. Do you think she's seeing someone else?" He asked, running a hand through his hair. He hoped not, Tia was the one he was sure of it. He had even got her an enegment ring that was how much he liked her! He chucked "Romanyder day it is. You can chose the cute things we do I will just bring myself and my wallet." He said, smiling at her "I've missed days like this Roma."

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xanthe shrugged, looking at his watch. "I don't think we have enough time to drive up and back again today. but we definitely need to one day, we need a super duper fun day out, just me and you aaalll day." he grinned and walked back to his place, which wasn't far away, and then got into his car. "well not tonight, lana has something special planned.." he couldn't help but smirk in that cheek way he would now and again. "but she's going to stay at her sister's house the weekend, so you're more than welcome to come round and veg out with me." he grinned, starting up the car.

romany bit her lip, not wanting to say anything, but it pretty much sounded like tia was cheating on him. she knew the telltale signs, she'd been cheated on enough times. "maybe she just wants some proper attention from you, playing hard to get. trying to spice up your relationship?" she shrugged, biting her bottom lip, trying to think positive. but she had no idea just how serious ryder was about tia. "let's go to the zoo. I haven't been to the zoo since I was little." she grinned slightly, pulling her knees up to her chest comfortably. "only if you want to of course.." she shrugged, looking up at him.

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Eleanor nodded but sighed a little. She missed when the days when they would just go do what ever they wanted when they wanted but now someone else meant more to him then she did and it made her feel a little sad because like she was telling him the night before he would leave her eventually and that was starting to be true and eventually he would have a family and she would just be someone he use to be friends with. As awful as it was she hated seeing how happy he was with Lana, why couldn't he feel like that towards her? She got into the car and shook her ''Nah don't worry about you probably have more interesting things to do. I'm going to get out of town and just be on my own for a while.. I I think I need a new start somewhere else.'' she said, biting her lip. She knew where she was going to go, there was this one ex of hers that would always take her back for a little and then break up with her but she went back and she was thinking about going back to him and staying there, she hoped it would be different this time. She decided that after today she was going to distance herself from xanthe, if she did her feelings would hopefully go away. She knew she would go downhill without him around but she didn't think she could be around him any more.

Ryder sighed ''I don't know how much more attention she fucking wants all I ever do except from when I'm with you is for her. I erm I got her an engagement ring do you think I should propose, make her know that I'm serous about being with her?'' he asked, looking over at her. He hoped that if he did propose to tia, Roma and tia could get on with each other. ''Yeah lets go to the zoo, that's like out trade mark thing to do.'' he said, smiling at her. ''Come on then, lets go.''

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xanthe got a little pissed off at that. "el you need to accept that I have a girlfriend, and I have to spend time with her too. I know you and her don't get on but you're so throwing this out of context, as if I just told you I hate you or something!" he taped his fingers on the steering wheel, driving into the town centre, he bit his bottom lip. "you don't need to go out of town, there's no point. why can' you just stay here. we an have a good time this weekend and you can cheer up.." he slightly mumbled the last bit. he could be quite to the point sometimes.

romany nodded slowly, trying to be sympathetic. "i'm sorry to hear that.. us girls are complicated creatures." she couldn't help but grin, although it dropped as soon as he announced about the engagement ring. she felt a lump form in her throat, and sighed a little. it made her despise tia even more. ryder was hers, she loved him first. she plastered a smile back onto her lips and nodded. "maybe that will work, yeah. plus it's a big shiny diamond, she'll love that." she got up from the seat, putting her plate and cup in the sink, nodding. she went back to her room to get her hoes and bag.

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Eleanor glared at him "You don't and won't understand zan! I just you know what forget it, it's best if I leave because then things won't be messed up, you can go on with your life with your perfect girlfriend." she said sighing. "Zan I have to. I would love to stay but in all honesty it's going to make me feel worse and I can't tell you why it will make me feel worse but it just will. I need to realise that I can't just depend on you for everything, all you should have to think of is your girlfriend and how she is not how your best friend is, has she drunk herself to death? If I'm in a different city then im not your problem and you can just be happy with lana. And I have to see someone this weekend anyway." She said as she looked at him "Just try and understand ok? I want to explain things to you but that would make it worse. How about we forget this, enjoy today and then worry tomorrow? " she said as she got out of the car once they were in the city centre. She knew she had probably messed things up with zan but it was better than him knowing how she felt and shooting her down, right?

RYder chuckled "No fucking shit, you lot are the most confusing things ever, i try to understand your minds but you lot just confuse the crap out of me." He laughed softly as he looked at her. He nods "Ok I think I will propose to her tomorrow, we have a date or something of the kind planned. But forget Tia, today is all about us." He said and stood up. He grabbed his keys and headed to the door, waiting for her to come back with her shoes. He was looking forward to spending the day with her, he couldn't remember the last time they had just had a romanyder day.

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xanthe glared at her. he wasn't having any of this. he was fed up of the mind games, the way she would play him, twist him around her little finger. he got out the car but went straight wrong to her side, gripping her arm so she couldn't move. "no, not okay. that's not how this works. you can't always have what you want, me and you both know that, don't we?" he took a moment, pursing his lips together. "no I won't understand because you never fucking tell me anything and yet you expect me to go chasing after you! and if I let you leave it will somehow still be my fault, won't it?"

romany put her converse on, tying them up tight, the frills of her socks still showing. she put her leather jacket on, running a hand through her long dark brown hair. "we are very confusing. but we don't mean to be, and you love us for it." she grinned, putting her small backpack on, which she took everywhere with her. she applied another coat of lipstick and walked to the front door with him, leaving. she was excited - they hadn't spent time together for a long time and she was happy she got him all to herself. she had a very nasty jealousy streak sometimes. she saw ryder as hers, not tia's.

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Eleanor sighed, tugging on her hair angrily "I know that zan I fucking know that's why I'm leaving because I can't and won't get what I want! I'm doing this for you, I'm doing this so you can be fbucking happy!" She said as she looked him in the eyes "I don't expect you to come after me If I'm going im going for gooD and it will be my fault not yours! I can't tell you why I have to leave but it's just it's to late. In to late and I can't so anything about it and it will just be best if I leave, for the both of us. You will probably be happy to get rid of me so you don't have to think about if im getting myself into trouble, you can just focus on you! I'm doing this for you xanthe, I know I'm being a confusing cow right now but I just can't explain because it will make things worse and then I will have to leave." She said sighing "Come on let's go have a nice day. Please?" She asked, looking up at him.

Ryder chuckled "Yeah now that's true." He said and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek. "Come on the cutie let's go." he said, linking his arm with hers as he led her out to the car and opened her door for her. Ryder had fancied and wanted to be Romany for a long time but when ever he use to drop hints Romany would never take them so he just gave up but he still did like her a lot but he knew it was best to be with Tia, Romany didn't like him that way and then if they got together and broke up things would be ruined between them and he really didn't want that. He got in the car and grinned, he hadn't had a day with just her in ages.

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xanthe shook his head. "why can't you just speak to me? be nice, be civil, just explain things to me? i'm your best friend and I have been for the past fifteen years, does that not mean anything any more? are you just going to throw that away, eleanor?" he sighed, looking down at her. he had always adored her, always. but he knew it was always a tricky matter especially when they both had such strong personalities at times. he would never be able to let her go. he loved her. "it's like I mean nothing to you. so fuck you, no we can't have a nice day, i'm done with this shit." he slammed his car door shut, locked it and began walking away, needing to let off some steam.

romany grinned up at him. "plus you know you wouldn't love me if I was simple, not really." she laughed and got into the car with him, putting her bag between her legs, she put her seat belt on. "I wonder if the baby giraffes have been born yet.. i love giraffes, they're like my favourite animal ever!" she grinned slightly. when she wasn't completely wasted, romany was a pretty normal, flirty cheeky girl who could get on with anyone. it's when the alcohol was drank, and she was left on her own with nothing but her feelings, that's when things got complicated. she didn't liked admitting to how she really felt about anyone. that's why none of her relationships worked.

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Eleanor looked at him "Xanthe I can't tell you because if I do I will lose you or I probably already have! Telling you this will make you hate me and ruin everything and I just can't because I know you will just laugh at how stupid I am! Being friends for fifteen years means everything to me but this could potentially ruin us.. Ruin our friendship and that would be horrible, I don't want to lose you although I probably already have." She said as she ran her hands down her face. As he walked off she knew she had to tell him if she didn't want to lose him. She took a deep breath before she shouted "I love you ok? I'm in fucking love with you but you have a perfect stupid girlfriend and won't even look twice at me that way. You happy now?" She asked as she sighed and turned away from him and headed to the bar across the street "I need a drink." She mumbled. She knew know that she had lost him and it hurt but she would leave so he could just be happy. She ordered some vodka shots and sat at the bar, looking around at all the happy couples togeher and sighed.

Ryder smiled and started the car, heading towards the motorway so they could go to the zoo "I'm sure they have, think it's mentioned something the other day because her friend works there." He said as he glanced over at her "Remember that time at school and we went to the zoo, we got into trouble for not being at the bus on time because you didn't want to leave the giraffes. You started yelling at the teacher and everything is was amazing." He grinned, he loved his friendship with Romany. They had so many memories and stuff with her, she will always be an important part in her life. "True I love you because of your craziness. You never fail to surprise me." He laughed.

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xanthe clenched his jaw, listening to her. it really pissed him off, he just wanted a straight answer. why the hell did girls feel the need to complicate matters? he stopped and turned around when he heard her, just staring at her for a moment before storming back over, grabbing her jaw and kissing her. "you think I don't love you? you think this is easy for me as well, el?" he shook his head. "it's obvious you have no idea about me."

romany got comfortable in her seat, munching on some sweets she had brought with her. she turned her head, listening to him, smiling softly. "I see. well, good for her." she tried not to sound too uninterested but she really did hate tia. she laughed, nodding her head slowly, smiling at him. "well they were all being kept in a really small enclosure and they needed help!" she pouted a little, then grinned at him again.

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Eleanor was shocked when he kissed her, she wasn't expecting that but she kissed back nonetheless. She shook her head "I don't know I mean yeah you do bit not how I want you to I mean you can't because you have a perfect girlfriend who loves you and who you love so you can't love me like I want you to.. You love me like a sister right?" She said shaking her head as she looked down at her shoes sighing. "I have no idea about you? Xanthe I know everything about you and you know everything about me I just know that you will never see me how I want you to, just like every other guy you don't want me as anything more than a friend." She said as she took a step back "I was going to tell you how I felt but when I went to tell you you told me about Lana and then it was to late." She whispers, a tear falling down her cheek.

Ryder laughed "I know and I'm glad I went with you to make sure they wee ok but I don't think mother was Jesus I don't think she had ever been so angry at me because she had other mums complaining that I made her children get home late." He laughed "It was worth it though." He said as he pulled up in the zoo car park. He got our and walked over to her side and held his arm out to her "Shall we?" He asked, a big grin on his face. He couldn't wait to have a day witH romany, he couldn't remember the last time they had done this.

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xanthe frowned. he'd kissed her and everything and she still didn't get it! he put a hand to his forehead, taking a deep breath. "sometimes you're really stupid, eleanor. I fucking love you like I love lana, but more than I love lana. I have always loved you but I couldn't tell you my feelings until you figured out what you were doing with other guys." he shrugged, resting a hand on her cheek. "but I can honestly tell you, eleanor. I have always felt this way. it's why it hurts me so much that you're destroying yourself."

romany smirked. "your mom never liked me anyway. she thinks i'm a bad influence on you. which I am but we don't need people knowing that." she laughed and got out of the car, putting her backpack on, running a hand through her hair. "let's." she smiled and took his hand, skipping over to the bit where they had to pay to get in. she fluttered her lashes at the gentleman, pulling down her shirt slightly to expose her chest. the gentleman smirked and let her through. it was how it always was - some things would never change with her.

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Eleanor's eyes widened "Y.. You love me?" She whispers "I'm not being stupid seriously you never ever hinted that you even liked me that way so because i thought the you didn't love me or want me like that I threw myself at other guys to try and forget that I was in love with you because I thought you just didn't care and then when you got with Lana it killed me inside seeing you and her so happy together and you saying how much you loved her I just snapped and had to do what ever I could to get my mind off of you but none of then really worked because you were still in my head." She said, looking up at him "What happens now then, now that we both know how the other feels?" She ask as she wrapped her arms around his waist and rested her head on his shoulder, just wanting him to hold her close. "I can't believe you love me." She whispers quietly.

Ryder shook his head "She's a bitch, she didn't like you because you made me happy and for some reason she doesn't seem to like me happy she does everything to make me miserable seriously." He said, shaking his head. "Your not a bad influence on me I'm just myself when I'm with you, meaning the side of me my mother doesn't like comes out." he laughed as he walked to the the ticket place with her. He shook his head when he saw how she got past the guy. He took out forty pounds and and handed it to the man "That's for her as well." He said and then walked past him and went to her "Seriously Roma?" He said, shaking his head. He really hated how she was sometimes.

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