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me and Georgia [rp]

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There was no way that sta come leave it like this, not until there was at least something settled. He wouldn't be able to sleep, eat, anything, u less he knew where he stood with her. "It wasn't nothing like that but I was getting paranoid that you hated me, tha there was something wrong with me. Do you know how difficult it is to have your girlfriend of three years not even want to have you see her naked body, or touch you, lay a single finger in me? It made me feel bad too, but that's not the point, Kaitlyn was nothing and never will be. I love you, Indianah." He said, his voice trembling,

Saskia was just trying to let it cool off. She hardly ever texted anyone anyway and it needed thumb print recognition to get into anything, thank goodness. She would have literally died of embarrassment if he had seen the things on there's, opened her tumblr. The amount of posts she had about her one true love, him. Shrugging, she changed into a pair of grey small shorts and a baggy white top and fluffy socks, letting her hair out of the two small buns it had been in. Lighting s couple of candles, she looked at the pictures she had in her little shrine to seb, just a few of them, where she had been ale to crop it and put little hearts on. Her father smiled and nodded. "She's just upstairs in her room."

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Indie pulled the covers back and shook her head, not even realising she had started to cry "Why wouldn't you just ask me? We've always been honest with each other. That's one of the best parts of our relationship. If you would have asked me you would have known how scared I was because I hate my body. How my thoughts take over and I start getting panicky about thinking you won't like me or that I'm not good enough. You should have said something sam. I guess it's my own fucking fault that this happened then," she said as she covered her face with her hands, her emotions getting a bit out of control. She was hurt, her two favourite people in the world had stabbed her in the back and she didn't know what to do. "Why do you have to do it with my best friend of all people too? Of all the people. How can you say you love me when you can so easily do that with someone else?" She asked as she pulled her knees up to her chest as she cried. "And you say that I don't need to have sex with you to prove things to you , you just need to know that I love you.. that's obviously ducking shit,"

Seb smiled "Thanks sir, she left her phone in my car when I dropped her off. Am I alright to just go and give it to her?" When he dad said yes and told him which room she was in he quickly made his way upstairs to give it to her. He knocked on her door and then walked in "Hey Saskia. You left your phone.. what the fu..." he said as he looked around, his eyes on her shrine. His eyes widened and he took a step back. He felt like had just entered some kind of horror movie.

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Sams one weakness was seeing her cry. And to know that he was the one who caused it, made him feel so much worse than he already did. His guts were hurting and it was as if he was being ripped apart by the devil. "No, it's not your fault at all, it's all my fault and I'm so stupid for letting anything happen but.. the way you was acting with me, it was as if you were repulsed by me. You have to try and understand me, indie." He begged, putting his hands on her k EE's as he knelt up in front of her, tears in his eyes now.

Saskia picked up one of the pictures and held it tight to her chest, sighng happily. She was one step closer to it becoming a reality and everything he said or did, just convinced her further that it was such real love. Hearing unfamiliarity footsteps oming up the stairs, she loosened her grip on the picture, screaming when none other than SEB walked into her room. "GET OUT, GET OUT NOW, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?" She yelled as she pushed his chest, forcing him out the doorway, she moved them until they were both out of the room and she could close the door. The picture still in her hand. Her whole body shaking.

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LoveIsALaserquest wrote:
Indie shook her head "Sam it was the exact opposite, I was repulsed by myself, not by you. You know I think you're the best looking man I've ever seen. I've wanted more this whole time but I'm repulsed by my body. I hate hate hate the way I look and thats why, not to do with anything to do with you or being repulsed by you. It's just me and my dislike for the way I look. I didn't want you to not like it. It's really fucking stupid but I can't help it. I just... im really disappointed I thought we were better than this. I hate the thought of you both together," she said as she covered her mouth, taking s deep breath as she tried to hold her emotions in. "D.. do you still love me?" She asked as she looked up st him, fear in her eyes.

Seb backed up quickly his eyes wide, especially when she was screaming at him. "You., you left your phone. Fucking hell I should have left it with your dad.. I need to go.. bye," he said before bolting down the stairs. He was freaked out. Why would she have so many pictures of him?! They hadn't even spoken before today. He now understood why people called her the things they did. He got in his car and just sat there for s minute, taking it all in.

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Sam hated hearing her talk about herself like that, when in his mind she was so beautoful and perfect and there was no way he could ever think anything else about her. "Don't say those things, I don't know why you think that becauss to me you're so amazing, indie." Letting his hands drop from her legs, he sat down, crossing his legs. "I don't know if this will make you feel better but we only had sex once. And it was the worst thing I could ever imagine. Sighing quietly, he rubbed his eyes in an attempt to stop the tears. "I don't think I could ever love someone as much as I love you."

Saskia couldn't seem to get any words out, it was as finer throatbhad been cut and all that fell out of her lips were stutters. "I.. it.. I.." but it was too late, he had already ran out before she could explain anything. Her bottom lip trembling, she went back into her room and slammed the door, a sudden rage taking over her as she glared st the picture in her hands, before throwing it forcefully into the wall, making it smash, continuing with every single photo, everything. Glass flying everywhere, she sunk to her knees, sobbing. It was ruined. Wincing slightly from the small bits of glass digging into her.

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LoveIsALaserquest wrote:
Sorry for the delay, been to my cousins to celebrate my dad's birthday.

Indie sighed "I know my thoughts are stupid but it's just something I can't help. I just freak out. When we get close to doing stuff I'm saying yes but my body is freaking out and thoughts are flying into my head and making me say no. I wish it wasn't that way but I can't help it. I was starting to feel good about myself and then the picture thing happened. My confidence was plunging anyway but James said some stuff and it took all the happiness and confidence I had gained away." She said with as sigh. She oooked at him, hating that he was crying too. "It doesn't make me feel better at all, still one tims too many. I don't know what to say. I love you so much that I don't want to lose you and argue but on the other had you've really hurt me and I don't know if I can trust you anymore.. trust is a massive thing in a relationship and it feels like it's broken now. I'm never talking to Kaitlyn again by the way. I don't know what's worse. What you did or what she did," she said with a sigh. "If you love me though.. why would you do it?"

Seb sighed as he drove home, completely distracted. He couldn't get over the pictures, they weren't even just ones off of his social media, they were ones he had never even seen before. It was so freaky. And to think he had started to think about possibly asking her on a date. He got home and turned all his media stuff to private, hoping she wouldn't be able to get access to the pictures then.

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