Black and blue Blue and black Help me, she screams But I’m Death
White and gold Gold and white Leave me alone, she begs But I’m Life
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It’s all about surviving and getting through the day. But it’s hard when every fucking day is the same. And it’s all pure shit
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People tend to say; distract yourself when you’re feeling down, but I think that’s just procrastination, cause when you’re done with the distraction and there’s that moment of quiet; it all comes back and it hits you twice as hard
Scar tissue has no character. It's not like skin. It doesn't show age or illness or pallor or tan. It has no pores, no hair, no wrinkles. It's like a slipcover. It Shields and disguises what's beneath. That's why we grow it; we have something to hide.
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Crazy isn't being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It's you or me amplified.
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Once you've posed that simple question, it won't go away. I think many people kill themselves simply to stop the debate about whether they will or the won't. Anything I thought or did was immediately drawn into the debate. Make a stupid remark-- why not kill myself? Missed the bus-- better put an end to it all. Even the good got in there. I liked the movie-- maybe I shouldn't kill myself.
~ In a strange way we were free. We'd reached the end of the line. We had nothing more to lose.