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you my friend are a fucking wanker i've always stood by you and stuck up for you and never realised your true colours when i was with you: i lost most of my friends, i got threats from people, YOU fucking went back to your ex the night before we were meant to go on a date and i still went on it with you and forgave you at that party when you flirted with sasha infront of me and denied it even though it was blatant flirting, i still forgave you and slept in the same bed as you then that party a few weeks after that when you fucking kissed sasha infront of me, i cried my eyes out all night yet i still went back to you the other week when you needed somewhere to stay after a party and i was home alone i let you stay at mine while you were at that party, i went to have some drinks with a friend and found out you'd been meeting a new girl and having sexual relations with her or whatever the fuck it's called I STILL LET YOU STAY AT MINE and i still fucking cuddled you, kissed you all night, we were going to have sex and i decided not to because i was too drunk, but the fact i would have even after all i'd found out hours before that makes me a mug when you called me 'fat' as a "joke" one time, i starved myself for two weeks, when you called me unattractive and ugly as a "joke" countless times, i spent a lot of money on expensive makeup and piled it on, when you claimed that non of my friends like me as a "joke", i singled myself out from them all and now i have only a few left YOU DARE try worm yourself back into my life i'm done with you i still miss you, i still have urges to try speak to you and be with you again even though i know you don't want that you just want to fuck with my head but i am moving on with my life i am done I DO NOT CARE IF THIS DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO WHOEVER IS READING THIS I NEED TO RANT nobody knows what i have been through with james, i wanted to die when he didn't want me anymore and i'm trying so hard to get better but it's so fucking hard doesn't help that the lass james was seeing is 1000 times better than me fuck sake |