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Diary of my life 1 |
So I'm 27, half divorced and single mother to an autistic child who I may most likely lose in my custody battle filled with lies abut me being an abuser. As I was the one to leave MY abuser. I will go on record and say this, he never hit me. The most physical he would get is pulling hair, push you into the wall and holding you down in place no matter how hard you struggled or fought. But he never PUNCHED me. We had a child together, a son I loved so much. Being a mother was all I ever wanted in life, be a stay at home mom to my children and for my husband as he comes home from work after a long day to dinner in the table or on stove. That is my dream. I met my ex ten years ago, but as I have been thinking I began a journal for my son. This will be a copy of said journal, about my life my experiences and my digesting why it led the way it did. My only hope is you are able to read these words or have someone read them to you. I am told you will be high functioning getting the help you need. Now you getting that is another ordeal I am unsure of however I have high hopes this will reach you one day son. So I will begin with this, I was 25 when I had this idea for you. That's how long I knew this day probably was going to come, I wished and hoped it never would but here we are. My life has been so messed up, there are ups and downs but we are alive. I am alive when I should have died, , at least we are all alive. |