Ariellenicolle wrote:

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omygod, no. i don't think i want to see that video, if it is even still available for viewing

that is completely horrible. the emotions they must have felt and having to contain how they felt towards Kris because of sm. and tao said that in his interview he wrote something explaining his feelings towards kris but the management told him i'd be best not to send it to him. He regrets it and had to wait until leaving the group to apologize to kris about his actions and ask for forgiveness. SM is tearing their relationships apart and that's not okay.

That ain't right. physical abuse is unacceptable, but it shows how loyal exo are to their fans that they can still stay in the group when they are treated so terribly. Having to say "we are one" even after they truly aren't because kris left, luhan left, tao left. That really gets me. I know it's just a slogan, but it's a constant reminder of ot12 for all of them and it is somewhat disrespectful to the members that left. 

ugh, i'm crying, too. like i feel terrible that they are expected to do so much under those types of conditions.

Sareureuk wrote:
You know what was truly horrible after Yifan left? All the hating comments towards him AMD the pain of the other members. 
Tao was singing 'kiss goodbye' in SM building late at night and I could hear his voice crack in the audio as he started to cry.
Jongin was so....off and not himself.
Baekhyun got slapped because he didn't want to unfollow Yifan's Instagram and lied about not having his phone.for something that simple, for showing his support and love, he got physically abused.
And even worse, a little while after the whole Yifan is leaving thing, sm made them promote their concert in the group of 11 and the had to say 'we are exo. We are one' and I kid you not... Their expressions were so painful and showed pure heartbreak. Like sm had to cut the video and probably give them some time before they could do the last part of the short video. 
The whole thing was just heartbreaking

And I'm an emotional fuvket because damn tears won't stop

Ariellenicolle wrote:

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Okay, so far I am as normal as an obsessive fan can be.

Oh my gosh that really sucks ): I can't imagine the amount of heartbreak you must have went through.

I got into exo way too late, like a few months ago, specifically Exo-M. So you know I was watching all the MVs and stuff, reading through the comments about how Kris and Luhan have bee missed very much. But you know I didn't know who each member was so I had no feeling towards the issue. 

Then I started watching Exo showtime and interviews and stuff and I really liked all of them. lucky for me kris and luhan weren't my faves, but it is still sad watching those interviews and shows they were on because they added so much to the group and their interaction with the other members were prefect. And I love Luhan's personality so much. I live for xiuhan moments. And also Kris was a great leader.

I first noticed yixing but then tao came along, back when he was so shy in interviews and barely spoke and then I saw his food-loving, baby-like personality and he became my number one over yixing for a short period of time before yixing did some adorable shit and all that. But then I kept seeing comments about tao potentially leaving the group and I kept telling myself not to get too attached, even though it was already too late. ): I really kept hope that he would stay, but i'm glad he left for the sake of his health and happiness.

Sareureuk wrote:
YOU CAN NEVER BE IN TOO DEEP WITH EXO!!!!!
UNLESS YOU'VE STOLEN KYUNGSOO'S UNDERWEAR AND SOLD IT!!!! THEN YOU'RE LIKE WAAAAAY TOO DEEP XD

But jokes aside, don't even talk to me about leaving. Let me tell you how fucking shitty 2014 was for me: So, first kpop concert, absolutely lovely, LEDApple came and it was fantastic. My biases went from Hanbyul, Youngjun and Kwangyeon [this order] to Kwangyeon [baby cupcake], Hanbyul and Youngjun. End of 2014, Kwangyeon and Hanbyul leave LEDApple and Kwangyeon is already in the fucking army. 
Second kpop concert. Babies tbh because I've been with them since they're debut, Lunafly!!! Fucking amazing tbh!!!! Taeho has always been my bias in Lunafly. End 2014, Taeho leaves Lunafly....
EXO!!! Talking about EXO-M here. Bias from M [and creeping REALLY HIGH up my bias list: Yifan!!!! Yifan leaves... Second bias from EXO-M [ever since they debuted]: Luhan!!!! Luhan leaves.... And I'm not even kidding when I say that Tao was acutally my third bias in EXO-M.... Tao leaves.... 
SHITTIEST KPOP YEAR!!!!!!! 

Although baby got a solo album so that was a good part and 3 concerts so that was another good part BUT SHITTIEST KPOP YEAR!!!!! 
I CRIED MY EYES OUT WHEN YIFAN LEFT!!!!!!!!!!

Ariellenicolle wrote:

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I BET ITS AMAZINNNNN

SAME ALL I DO IS LOOK UP VINE EDITS AND YOUTUBE CRACKS OF EXO AND WATCH LIKE 1 HOUR 45 MINUTE SHOWS THAT THE MEMBERS ARE IN AND LIKE SCREW MYSELF OVER FOR THE TESTS WHHHHYYY HONESTLY FEEL LIKE IM IN TOO DEEP SOMETIMES BUT THEN I ALSO THINK IM NOT IN DEEP ENOUGH. I NEED TO SEE, HEAR, BE EVERYTHING THAT IS EXO.

YIXING TRASH IS MY #1 THEN JONGDAE BUT LIKE SERIOUSLY WTF IS XIUMIN DOING THIS IS NOT OKAY HE IS EXCALAITING UP MY BIAS LIST WAY TOO FAST. NO DONOT  WITH YOUR CUTENESS 

BUT THEN LIKE TAO OMG SOMEONE MADE UP A RUMOR HE WAS COMING BACK AND I NEARLY CRAPPED MYSELF. YOU CANNOT DO THAT THAT IS SO CRUEL. HE WAS MY #2 BEFORE HE LEFT :C

Sareureuk wrote:
IT'S EVEN MORE IMPRESSING WHEN YOU SEE IT "LIVE" BUT HHHNNNNNGGGGG

I AM SO GLAD I JUST STARTED WITH COLLEGE. BUT I'M ALWAYS PRETTY MUCH DEAD WHEN I HAVE EXAMS AND MIDTERMS BECAUSE I'LL STILL SPEND ALL MY TIME WITH KPOP 

AND OF COURSE I HAVE!!!!! DUMB LITTLE FUCKER GOSH I LOVE HIM A LOT!!!!! 
WHY AM I SUCH JONGDAE TRASH???? LIKE NO!!!!! LEAVE ME WITH MY JONGIN AND YIFAN!!!!!

Ariellenicolle wrote:

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I COULD TALK ABOUT EXO FREVERRRRRRR. I LISTENED TO THE BOYFRIEND TRACK ON TUMBLR AND HONESTLY NIGSOLNSL. WHATTT IS LIFE. I DONT EVWN LIKE THAT SONG BUT I DO NOW!!!

OMG I HAVE TO WATCH THAT LIKE RIGHT NOW BUT I HAVE COMMITMENTS
UGH. FUCK. WHY ARE MIDTERMS NEXT WEEK???

HAVE U SEEN THE CLIP OF JONDAE SAYING "PIKACHU"? OHMYGAHD IM NSO DONE

Sareureuk wrote:
Because we're talking about EXO now HAVE YOU SEEN KYUNGSOO SINGING JUSTIN BIEBER'S BOYFRIEND???? BECAUSE I SWEAR I FELT IT STRAIGHT DOWN AND IDK IF I SHOULD HAVE BEEN AROUSED OR EMOTIONALLY BROKEN AND CRYING!!!!!!

ALSO JONGIN DID A DANCE COVER OF ONE OF G.SOUL'S SONGS AND YOU HAVE TO LISTEN AND WATCH!!!!!!!!

Ariellenicolle wrote:

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stay as long as you'd like 

Troublemaker wrote:
I'm just here for the music don't mind me