devilcake wrote:lain wrote:
both i guess.... idk its hard to listen so someone list out the ways they see u struggle, even when they do it because they care
TW depression u dont have to read if its too much i just wordvomited
like she talked about how last semester i wore the same clothes days in a row and didnt shower because depression made it very hard, and letting my grades slip and just fshjkgsd
and how my face was constantly red and puffy from crying
and im sitting there like haha yes.................. because i honestly didnt realise, or cared, that people noticed
but now im getting out of it so now i DO care, and i feel embarrassed even tho i know i shouldnt but yea
i know she says it because she cares and we havent had a serious conversation about it (because i always joked it away) but it just felt very.... raw? if that makes sense
Awe, nothing to feel embarassed about she sounds like a really good friend honestly, and maybe she felt more equipped to bring it up now that you seem to be doing a tad bit better. Those convos can be hard n i especially get the kinda yuck embarassed feelin you can get after, but maybe knowing someone at uni sees n cares in a serious not haha joke way will be good for next semester!
yeah, she is! and yeah, really hard but also necessary i think... i forget that im not invisible
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