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Private
Prince of Pop



Azriel wrote:
Doll wrote:
Azriel wrote:
Maybe he didnt block you on one app so you can reach him there if there is a genuine emergency or if there is smth logistic wise like if he still has a shirt of yours or smth
i feel like if i keep thinking about this i will literally go insane 
I think so yeah
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Date: 11-10-2026 16:49
Private
International Star



meilin wrote:
doll babe i thought we were going to lock in and study..........
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Date: 11-10-2026 16:52
Doll
World Famous



Doll wrote:
meilin wrote:
doll babe i thought we were going to lock in and study..........
i am trying but i am genuinely feeling like shit dskjmndasbjkmnsdb
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Date: 11-10-2026 16:57
MissLondon
Queen of Queens



MissLondon wrote:
I think the only sign he’s giving is
he doesn’t want to be bothered 
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Date: 11-10-2026 17:01
Doll
World Famous



Doll wrote:
MissLondon wrote:
I think the only sign he’s giving is
he doesn’t want to be bothered 
that's true i stopped bothering him 
i just don't know what to do with all these questions and hurt that i feel 
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Date: 11-10-2026 17:05
Private
Streetmusician



kruspersille wrote:
Doll wrote:
MissLondon wrote:
I think the only sign he’s giving is
he doesn’t want to be bothered 
that's true i stopped bothering him 
i just don't know what to do with all these questions and hurt that i feel 
i think ur therapist can help with that
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Date: 11-10-2026 17:06
Doll
World Famous



Doll wrote:
kruspersille wrote:
Doll wrote:
MissLondon wrote:
I think the only sign he’s giving is
he doesn’t want to be bothered 
that's true i stopped bothering him 
i just don't know what to do with all these questions and hurt that i feel 
i think ur therapist can help with that
yeah i will hopefully be seeing her again on tuesday so fingers crossed i dont *** by then 
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Date: 11-10-2026 17:09
Solar
International Star



Solar wrote:
once again said with love but i think you're enabling yourself a bit at this point : ( 
this is based on what im reading here so if im wrong disregard but 
i think you're giving in too easily in thought spirals, it's fine if you feel like shit and if you're sad and to feel these emotions to process them, but that's not what you're doing i think
you're actively looking for a 'loophole' so the situation isn't over preventing you from facing your feelings and (slowly) moving on 
the questions you're having are easily answered but you don't like the answer so you keep mulling them over, which is a possibility and your choice to make but definitely one of the more unhealthy ones

and if that's what's going on, i don't think it's fair to yourself to frame them as 'if he just blocked me i could move on', no, if you accepted the situation you could move on 

sorry if i'm overstepping btw and im trying to help < 3
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Date: 11-10-2026 19:31
Doll
World Famous



Doll wrote:
Solar wrote:
once again said with love but i think you're enabling yourself a bit at this point : ( 
this is based on what im reading here so if im wrong disregard but 
i think you're giving in too easily in thought spirals, it's fine if you feel like shit and if you're sad and to feel these emotions to process them, but that's not what you're doing i think
you're actively looking for a 'loophole' so the situation isn't over preventing you from facing your feelings and (slowly) moving on 
the questions you're having are easily answered but you don't like the answer so you keep mulling them over, which is a possibility and your choice to make but definitely one of the more unhealthy ones

and if that's what's going on, i don't think it's fair to yourself to frame them as 'if he just blocked me i could move on', no, if you accepted the situation you could move on 

sorry if i'm overstepping btw and im trying to help < 3
you're right to say that i am preventing myself from facing the inevitable hurt and moving on
i am just so scared
i am genuinely dealing with so much shit in my life right now regarding my mental health that this was like the final blow to legitimately make me more miserable than i have ever ever ever been 
i genuinely do not know how to move past this i am terrified of moving on i am terrified of not moving on i am terrified of everything 
i wish so much i could just go on and block him myself but the thought of that makes me want to throw up especially with ocd constantly telling me ok but what if he wanted to actually leave that door open 
i feel paralyzed and numb and i just want it all to end

and don't worry you are not overstepping at all i appreciate any and all advice, i am sorry if i sound stubborn or stupid 
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Date: 11-10-2026 20:41
Doll
World Famous



Doll wrote:
my friend even told me that he had posted on his priv twt smething ab me spamming him on diff accs before i sent my last msg to him that did get delivered (so not blocked) 
atp he is playing games with me intentionally
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Date: 11-10-2026 20:43
Doll
World Famous



Doll wrote:
i want to d word
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Posts: 1858
Date: 11-10-2026 20:47
Solar
International Star



Solar wrote:
Doll wrote:
Solar wrote:
once again said with love but i think you're enabling yourself a bit at this point : ( 
this is based on what im reading here so if im wrong disregard but 
i think you're giving in too easily in thought spirals, it's fine if you feel like shit and if you're sad and to feel these emotions to process them, but that's not what you're doing i think
you're actively looking for a 'loophole' so the situation isn't over preventing you from facing your feelings and (slowly) moving on 
the questions you're having are easily answered but you don't like the answer so you keep mulling them over, which is a possibility and your choice to make but definitely one of the more unhealthy ones

and if that's what's going on, i don't think it's fair to yourself to frame them as 'if he just blocked me i could move on', no, if you accepted the situation you could move on 

sorry if i'm overstepping btw and im trying to help < 3
you're right to say that i am preventing myself from facing the inevitable hurt and moving on
i am just so scared
i am genuinely dealing with so much shit in my life right now regarding my mental health that this was like the final blow to legitimately make me more miserable than i have ever ever ever been 
i genuinely do not know how to move past this i am terrified of moving on i am terrified of not moving on i am terrified of everything 
i wish so much i could just go on and block him myself but the thought of that makes me want to throw up especially with ocd constantly telling me ok but what if he wanted to actually leave that door open 
i feel paralyzed and numb and i just want it all to end

and don't worry you are not overstepping at all i appreciate any and all advice, i am sorry if i sound stubborn or stupid 
nooo i get it its a tough situation to be in even without other things on your mind, i can understand it's even more hard when also managing mental health issues & havng a lot on ur plate!!! 
just remember to be kind to urself and take ur time. sometimes being kind to yourself also means letting go of stuff, but i fully understand its super super tough rn 
maybe meeting up with friends, getting out of the house can help a bit as well 
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Date: 11-10-2026 21:08
Private
National Star



Miguel wrote:
i personally believe you should just take him blocking you as what it is, him not wanting to be in contact with you and just let it be :- ( i understand its hard, but you may never actually understand or know why he did that, so there's no point in trying to find out. dont lose yourself in this
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Posts: 2835
Date: 11-10-2026 23:16
Doll
World Famous



Doll wrote:
Solar wrote:
Doll wrote:
Solar wrote:
once again said with love but i think you're enabling yourself a bit at this point : ( 
this is based on what im reading here so if im wrong disregard but 
i think you're giving in too easily in thought spirals, it's fine if you feel like shit and if you're sad and to feel these emotions to process them, but that's not what you're doing i think
you're actively looking for a 'loophole' so the situation isn't over preventing you from facing your feelings and (slowly) moving on 
the questions you're having are easily answered but you don't like the answer so you keep mulling them over, which is a possibility and your choice to make but definitely one of the more unhealthy ones

and if that's what's going on, i don't think it's fair to yourself to frame them as 'if he just blocked me i could move on', no, if you accepted the situation you could move on 

sorry if i'm overstepping btw and im trying to help < 3
you're right to say that i am preventing myself from facing the inevitable hurt and moving on
i am just so scared
i am genuinely dealing with so much shit in my life right now regarding my mental health that this was like the final blow to legitimately make me more miserable than i have ever ever ever been 
i genuinely do not know how to move past this i am terrified of moving on i am terrified of not moving on i am terrified of everything 
i wish so much i could just go on and block him myself but the thought of that makes me want to throw up especially with ocd constantly telling me ok but what if he wanted to actually leave that door open 
i feel paralyzed and numb and i just want it all to end

and don't worry you are not overstepping at all i appreciate any and all advice, i am sorry if i sound stubborn or stupid 
nooo i get it its a tough situation to be in even without other things on your mind, i can understand it's even more hard when also managing mental health issues & havng a lot on ur plate!!! 
just remember to be kind to urself and take ur time. sometimes being kind to yourself also means letting go of stuff, but i fully understand its super super tough rn 
maybe meeting up with friends, getting out of the house can help a bit as well 
i appreciate you solar thank you for your comments throughout the day because it was a very emotionally.loaded day for me and i needed it 😭
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Posts: 1858
Date: 12-10-2026 02:08
Doll
World Famous



Doll wrote:
Miguel wrote:
i personally believe you should just take him blocking you as what it is, him not wanting to be in contact with you and just let it be :- ( i understand its hard, but you may never actually understand or know why he did that, so there's no point in trying to find out. dont lose yourself in this
after a very long day of losing my mind over it right now i am kinda too numb to care so i know realistically you're righr and rn i feel like ill not care ever but ik ill wake up tmr and itll be another long day of agony fbsjwkdb but it is what it is
thank u sm for ur comment<3
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Date: 12-10-2026 02:10
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