idokoi wrote:absintjente wrote:idokoi wrote:
yes omg my msp movies SUCK i remember making them thinking they were insanely good like i was some real director or smth, wish i had the confidence that 12 yr old me had
and fr higher ed during quarantine has been the worst, i originally got into psych because i used to love biochem and drugs but didnt really wanna get into pharmaceuticals but defo wanted to study smth along those lines, i saw my school offered psych at a level and 2 years later i got an A so decided to do it at uni
and yeah i understand theres the whole "we dont know you" but yeah it just feels hostile at best tbh, but i guess that just comes with any tightknit community
god their plots were so contrived.... and the DRAMA of not using ur best friend in a movie.
i think i stopped attending lectures in late september, and then i never looked back. im not bad at school, but i find it hard to motivate myself when i get none of the fun from a lecture! i find the coursework very interesting, but when i a) dont get to meet my friends or buy a choccy milk in the break b) my bed is half a metre away its hard to not just log out of zoom.
ooh that sounds fun. im not really good at the stem stuff but i have a lot of respect for ppl who are in it! pharmaeuticals seems bananas tbh. i know some people that study it and it all seems so MUCH you know?
tbh it doesnt just feel hostile, it
is hostile. smh my head
PHAHA yes, sorry for wanting a diverse cast, i hated always using the same people in my movies n the plot for some reason always consisted of someone cheating on someone or someone being kidnapped, its acc kinda dark now that i think abt it
and yeah, i left campus for christmas bc my mental health was in the shitter and i felt like i was gon do smth stupid so im home now and dont have a desk so i end up watching the first 10 mins of a lecture in bed and getting way too comfy to focus. and fr i could not imagine studying pharmacology, all that memorisation god no.
i had like, several extra users that i used as cast. and i forced my brother to buy stuff so i could use his user in my movies >: ) its kinda like in middle school, when you have to write a short story for class and it ALWAYS ends with either "and then i woke up" or "and then i died".