scoff wrote:
still feel the need to vent a bit tho
life really isn't what i want it to be
i want a normal life, you know, the kind of everyday life people complain about all the time? i want us to go to work, come home, pick the kid up from preschool, spend some time as a family, have dinner together, put the kid to bed, then spend some time together before going to sleep and then doing it all over again
but it just ain't that way
he's unemployed again, drinking at night whenever there's a chance (i don't tho, just saying), sleeping all day
i stay awake until he lets me sleep, get up early to get myself and my son ready for the day, drive my son to preschool, go to work, work for 8 hours, pick up the kid, go grocery shopping, make dinner for me and the baby, eat, put kiddo to bed... then suffer because i can't sleep when someone's up chugging beer and playing music or video games. i don't like it. i don't want him. i want a house for me and my kid and our cats. just us.