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is it fate
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if i had the most amazing explosive evolving intense memorable weekend with a guy named valentino who i am trying my dying hardest not to fall in love with but maybe probably i am

and i leave his apartment after three days glued together experiencing every feeling ever felt on earth to go to a concert of my favorite band and their secret song for the night is VALENTINE 

am i overthinking this or is it ok to call it fate and what do i do now
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You meet so many guys!
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devilcake wrote:
You meet so many guys!
yes help but this one is differentttt
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bee wrote:
devilcake wrote:
You meet so many guys!
yes help but this one is differentttt

I believe in bee fate, go for it
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yes fate 
Dwaal
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I would say fate

But if I'm wrong I feel like your greatest friendship will die and I hate that 
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I call it lust 
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devilcake wrote:
bee wrote:
devilcake wrote:
You meet so many guys!
yes help but this one is differentttt

I believe in bee fate, go for it
screamning
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Azriel wrote:
yes fate 
but you know him you know how much i definitely should not be with this guy RIGHT??? a very bad boy no no
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Dwaal wrote:
I would say fate

But if I'm wrong I feel like your greatest friendship will die and I hate that 
we are way past friendship, its all or nothing now. might just go for it and see what disaster it will end with 
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MissLondon wrote:
I call it lust 
call it karma
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is this the drugs dude
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nesta wrote:
is this the drugs dude
yea : / : (
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the thing is, every time i have fallen in love with a guy or "fallen in love" i have always wanted it, LONGED for it so badly. really i am never really in love, more so in love with the idea of them. i become infatuated and crazy about the life and joy i could have with them. i lose myself in unrealistic daydreams and false hope. all i want is to be loved and they never love me back because i dont love them, just the version of them i created in my head

this guy tho. im like hell fucking no. hell to the no do i ever want anything romantic with him. and then it just... happened? i fight it with all my might to stay neutral but i feel so much how my feelings grow inside of me. REAL feelings. i dont want him. i dont want this. so there is no hope and no daydreams and no infatuation. and so i dont create this unrealistic idea of what we could possibly have together, i dont fall in love with something i want and wish to have

everything with him feels so real and so intense. i want him and i dont want him. i could never let him go and be okay after

5sos said it best when they sang "i love you so much that i hate you"
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go for it 
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Dwaal wrote:
go for it 
i dont even want to be in a relationship, i might just screw it all up real bad 
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