PiNKY96 wrote:
damn it feels so fucking good to like.. just.. have some sense of direction for the future? i know what i wanna do!! i know what university i wanna go to and im confident i can get in even though school is rly hard for me. its close(ish) too.. id have to take a few busses and the subway to get there from where i live now but thats fine, and if i wanted to i could move closer when im older? like.. rent isnt too bad? i could!! mayb live with my lovey!! on top of that the campus is a 10 min drive from one of my fave malls. theres other campuses for this uni tho that i havent checked out yet sooo??? owo
that all far in the future i guess.. ill be taking a gap year and then applying in 2018 but like..it feels good to feel like i have goals now because i was never a goal oriented person? but idk with school ending in june i feel like i realy have to just!! rly focus on graduating.. ill be able to finish grade 11 english this week hopefully and ill get the socials exam over with and then i just have to focus on english 12 and science and law and im GOOD!!!
pls pray that i get all my textiles work done by may tho ive always been a slow sewer..
im definitely gonna be overworked by the end of the school year but im rly proud of myself!!! n my future feels very secure!!!
lets just hope a world war doesnt ruin it bc lemme tell ya u guys i am so anxious abt that haha fuck trump and fuck pence im not even american im canadian but uuuuhggg .. 2 close for comfort..
but despite that!! im happy!!