Bloodflowers wrote:murdurur wrote:
kinda. i'm very upfront with therapists, even when it's the first time meeting them because i'm really desperate to have some guidance on how to be less fucked up lol.
most of my friends have heard tidbits of things that are low rank traumatic at parties. my bf knows pm everything because i feel like some of it is kinda required as an explanation for why i'm weird to live with and the rest is just because he's a really nice dude and easy to talk to.
i have alluded to some things online for like 10+ years but i'm glad i've always held back lol.
im never honest with professionals bc they just dismiss me or want to hospitalize me nd im not into either of that