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ouch wrote:
Ok I will link next time don't worry

So glad ur still using vp
I will let you know I'm still not psychotic
But I still hope you achieve your dreams of becoming the best vp doctor
Best wishes
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Thanks I never said u were tho except the time u called me a psycho so no worries

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Bloodflowers wrote:

ouch wrote:

Bloodflowers wrote:

ouch wrote:
Ok I will link next time don't worry

So glad ur still using vp
I will let you know I'm still not psychotic
But I still hope you achieve your dreams of becoming the best vp doctor
Best wishes
/ Bloodflowers

Thanks I never said u were tho except the time u called me a psycho so no worries

Um u linked a thread where I was talking about a previous psychotic episode and said ur acting just like this it was a week ago

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Bloodflowers wrote:

ouch wrote:

Bloodflowers wrote:
So glad ur still using vp
I will let you know I'm still not psychotic
But I still hope you achieve your dreams of becoming the best vp doctor
Best wishes
/ Bloodflowers

Thanks I never said u were tho except the time u called me a psycho so no worries

Um u linked a thread where I was talking about a previous psychotic episode and said ur acting just like this it was a week ago

Actually mby u didnt link it but u were talking about the god thread

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ouch wrote:

Bloodflowers wrote:

ouch wrote:

Bloodflowers wrote:
So glad ur still using vp
I will let you know I'm still not psychotic
But I still hope you achieve your dreams of becoming the best vp doctor
Best wishes
/ Bloodflowers

Thanks I never said u were tho except the time u called me a psycho so no worries

Um u linked a thread where I was talking about a previous psychotic episode and said ur acting just like this it was a week ago

Yes cus u did, but I just mentioned it, anyway

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Bloodflowers wrote:

ouch wrote:

Bloodflowers wrote:

ouch wrote:
Thanks I never said u were tho except the time u called me a psycho so no worries

Um u linked a thread where I was talking about a previous psychotic episode and said ur acting just like this it was a week ago

Yes cus u did, but I just mentioned it, anyway

No I was not psychotic, I was not hallucinating or having delusions as I was talking about in the thread. This isn't nice or cool like what's wrong with you

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ugh yes i relate??? once u have like a tinsy tiny little slip back and ure like "a well fuck ive ruined it better stay at home for a week" and completely isolate yourself and totaly shatter your mental health

im glad im not an overly social person bc my outward face is someone who has their shit together in all situations and i hate when i have to ruin that by being a mess

im an introvert too, and im autistic so (irl) im not very good at being social, but i dont have a lot of friends because its so hard to make friends when irl interactions are HARD! the ones i have are mostly online or other autistics, so ye

I've started to stay away from forming new relationships because eventually one day i have to explain why im fucked up and they may not like it very much

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Who uses this stuff against u
gross

there isnt much I can do for u and i am sure u know that
just needed to get off ur chest and yeah
i can only imagine how hard it is. Saw a documentary about a bipolar person and felt very sorry for this discorder. She said she doesnt want kids bc of her ,,bipolar genetics" she would only adopt them, if so

Hope ull find a way to deal with what you experience or feel.

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Who uses this stuff against u
gross

there isnt much I can do for u and i am sure u know that
just needed to get off ur chest and yeah
i can only imagine how hard it is. Saw a documentary about a bipolar person and felt very sorry for this discorder. She said she doesnt want kids bc of her ,,bipolar genetics" she would only adopt them, if so

Hope ull find a way to deal with what you experience or feel.

If i started naming names it would be a callout thread lol

I will never have kids for the same reason honestly
But what "hurts?" more is I KNOW there is mental illness on dads side of the family but i will never find out if its bipolar because dad died when he was 26 and I was 2 so I never had much contacts with any of those relatives but i know there is an uncle who has "some kind of mental problem" that he has been hospitalised for and it kills me that i will never know

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ouch wrote:

Bloodflowers wrote:

ouch wrote:

Bloodflowers wrote:
Um u linked a thread where I was talking about a previous psychotic episode and said ur acting just like this it was a week ago

Yes cus u did, but I just mentioned it, anyway

No I was not psychotic, I was not hallucinating or having delusions as I was talking about in the thread. This isn't nice or cool like what's wrong with you

Bro I said manic, which isn't psychotic, I can only judge u from what u write and I think the stuff u were writing/the way u were writing was very unusual for u yes n that was it, after that it only escalated cus u were pissy but im done with it lol

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Bloodflowers wrote:

ouch wrote:

Bloodflowers wrote:

ouch wrote:
Yes cus u did, but I just mentioned it, anyway

No I was not psychotic, I was not hallucinating or having delusions as I was talking about in the thread. This isn't nice or cool like what's wrong with you

Bro I said manic, which isn't psychotic, I can only judge u from what u write and I think the stuff u were writing/the way u were writing was very unusual for u yes n that was it, after that it only escalated cus u were pissy but im done with it lol

And I was describing psychotic symptoms in the god thread? Which I said.
You don't have to judge me at all you can just leave me alone, I would appreciate it.

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I get you. One moment lm functioning like a stable and responsible person with a clear mind. When l get the cycle of getting absolutely bedridden and then not being able to think clearly people take it as l am an attention whore and it is an act, like wow. Way to go, buddy.

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I get you. One moment lm functioning like a stable and responsible person with a clear mind. When l get the cycle of getting absolutely bedridden and then not being able to think clearly people take it as l am an attention whore and it is an act, like wow. Way to go, buddy.

sometimes i feel like people forget mental illness is a thing that literally like controls your brain and sometimes you're not being logical or how you used to be but not because u want to
like yea i sure love being depressed and laying in bed being anxious thinking everyone hates me for weeks haha

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I get you. One moment lm functioning like a stable and responsible person with a clear mind. When l get the cycle of getting absolutely bedridden and then not being able to think clearly people take it as l am an attention whore and it is an act, like wow. Way to go, buddy.

sometimes i feel like people forget mental illness is a thing that literally like controls your brain and sometimes you're not being logical or how you used to be but not because u want to
like yea i sure love being depressed and laying in bed being anxious thinking everyone hates me for weeks haha

l think that people are aware but at the same time they have their eyes closed. Because l have seen this happened more than once, not just with mental illnesses. l think what is very common neglect on people parts too is autism (I'm not the best to talk abt this, l just have noticed a pattern). People are aware of it but when they meet one they are absolutely human garbage towards them.

Another thing that annoys me is that when you explain your state to someone and they say you are using your illness as an excuse, like thank you. lm might be mentally ill and it doesn't disregard me of being accountable for my actions but really at what point having ups and downs on your mental health is an excuse. l would get that if l had done something wrong and would try to claim it on my mental state but no. l get shit on because lm having ups and downs.

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Bloodflowers wrote:

Absinthe wrote:

Bloodflowers wrote:

Absinthe wrote:
I get you. One moment lm functioning like a stable and responsible person with a clear mind. When l get the cycle of getting absolutely bedridden and then not being able to think clearly people take it as l am an attention whore and it is an act, like wow. Way to go, buddy.

sometimes i feel like people forget mental illness is a thing that literally like controls your brain and sometimes you're not being logical or how you used to be but not because u want to
like yea i sure love being depressed and laying in bed being anxious thinking everyone hates me for weeks haha

l think that people are aware but at the same time they have their eyes closed. Because l have seen this happened more than once, not just with mental illnesses. l think what is very common neglect on people parts too is autism (I'm not the best to talk abt this, l just have noticed a pattern). People are aware of it but when they meet one they are absolutely human garbage towards them.

Another thing that annoys me is that when you explain your state to someone and they say you are using your illness as an excuse, like thank you. lm might be mentally ill and it doesn't disregard me of being accountable for my actions but really at what point having ups and downs on your mental health is an excuse. l would get that if l had done something wrong and would try to claim it on my mental state but no. l get shit on because lm having ups and downs.

I've been told before when I've been manicdepressed to "stop being like that it makes me uncomfortable" like lmao that's just not how it works.

I've never got the that im using it as an excuse but i absolutely HATE when people try hard to relate or they say "oh so its like this". But u can tell they 100% just don't get what ur saying

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Bloodflowers wrote:

Absinthe wrote:

Bloodflowers wrote:
sometimes i feel like people forget mental illness is a thing that literally like controls your brain and sometimes you're not being logical or how you used to be but not because u want to
like yea i sure love being depressed and laying in bed being anxious thinking everyone hates me for weeks haha

l think that people are aware but at the same time they have their eyes closed. Because l have seen this happened more than once, not just with mental illnesses. l think what is very common neglect on people parts too is autism (I'm not the best to talk abt this, l just have noticed a pattern). People are aware of it but when they meet one they are absolutely human garbage towards them.

Another thing that annoys me is that when you explain your state to someone and they say you are using your illness as an excuse, like thank you. lm might be mentally ill and it doesn't disregard me of being accountable for my actions but really at what point having ups and downs on your mental health is an excuse. l would get that if l had done something wrong and would try to claim it on my mental state but no. l get shit on because lm having ups and downs.

I've been told before when I've been manicdepressed to "stop being like that it makes me uncomfortable" like lmao that's just not how it works.

I've never got the that im using it as an excuse but i absolutely HATE when people try hard to relate or they say "oh so its like this". But u can tell they 100% just don't get what ur saying

Honestly, once again it just tells a lot more of the person putting their comfort over someone else's mental state especially when they express it. l don't understand what kind of thought traffic one would have to think saying things like that are okay. You can tell when a person is genuinely trying to relate or understand rather than have their own weird-ass motives pretending that they are. l rather have a person not care rather than trying to act when in reality they don't.