Delusion1111111 wrote: another thing that helps me feel alive is planning my days so that i make sure i go for walks outside at sunrise/sunset. sounds ridiculous but the sky being pretty colours = literally basically as good as drugs n that is coming from a drug addict
Delusion1111111 wrote: another thing that helps me feel alive is planning my days so that i make sure i go for walks outside at sunrise/sunset. sounds ridiculous but the sky being pretty colours = literally basically as good as drugs n that is coming from a drug addict
Delusion1111111 wrote: another thing that helps me feel alive is planning my days so that i make sure i go for walks outside at sunrise/sunset. sounds ridiculous but the sky being pretty colours = literally basically as good as drugs n that is coming from a drug addict
i live in the north the sky is black
yh true tbh the sky is never that pretty here in the winter either . but u must get to see a lot of stars !
Pavlov wrote: also its hard to even be motivated when u feel slightly ok cause u know youre just going to relapse again when that energy passes
the only thing that works is like a high but to depend on them is destructive even if its not coming from a drug, or i suppose if you already do depend on them your brain is likely already broken
Pavlov wrote: also its hard to even be motivated when u feel slightly ok cause u know youre just going to relapse again when that energy passes
the only thing that works is like a high but to depend on them is destructive even if its not coming from a drug, or i suppose if you already do depend on them your brain is likely already broken
Emiliaaaaaaa wrote: its not good to do that at all. i hope u will be better.
same but im loosing hope the system is so slow at this rate i will be dead before they even realize that my brain is rotting due to miserability
i know it feels and i use to take motion sickness pills for my anxiety often , just a Little bit. i feel so calm and so happy when i take it everytime i when i go outside. i hope u not gonna do the same things like i do. its really sad but be careful what u take