anahel wrote:Nesta wrote:
I am so tired of my life rn. I'm literally living for the work I do and the work I do doesn't give me the feeling of being alive that I want. I just want to trash my computer and phone and never be online again, but guess what - i can't because online school and i can't even delete fucking facebook, which i've wanted to do for the last 8 years, because it's the main way i communicate with my family and i know i theoretically can but i don't wanna deactivate since i have so many photos there i guess i'm just annoyed by a lot today as well. i woke up crying because i dreamed about my aunt who died earlier this fall and i'm literally at the edge of my tears all the time and it's probably because i'm on my period but omg i just want my mom and a big hug and i just want to feel loved it's been so long with just me and my bunny against the world
you can always make new photos, sometimes everyone needs a break from sm even if it's only facebook and im sure that you will find another way to stay in touch with your family. When will you have your school break? it should be soon right? when i feel down i like to completly leave interent for a day or so, just me and music this has been helping me for years now. I feel so sorry for your loss and i can understand your feelings believe me, if you feel like you wanna cry just do it, let it all out im always such a crybaby when im on my peroid u have no idea, im sending you sm kisses pls don't give up
I have my school break already. Thanks.