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I am so tired of my life rn. I'm literally living for the work I do and the work I do doesn't give me the feeling of being alive that I want. I just want to trash my computer and phone and never be online again, but guess what - i can't because online school and i can't even delete fucking facebook, which i've wanted to do for the last 8 years, because it's the main way i communicate with my family and i know i theoretically can but i don't wanna deactivate since i have so many photos there i guess i'm just annoyed by a lot today as well. i woke up crying because i dreamed about my aunt who died earlier this fall and i'm literally at the edge of my tears all the time and it's probably because i'm on my period but omg i just want my mom and a big hug and i just want to feel loved it's been so long with just me and my bunny against the world