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Anachronism wrote:
Sweethoney wrote:
It's against the rules to discuss suicide. You can read the rules HERE

Mental Health
Virtual Popstar aims to be a welcoming environment for everyone. While we understand discussion of mental health cannot be avoided, we do not allow for it to be done in an injurious manner. Therefore, it is not allowed to discuss suicide or make suicide threats, discuss or diagnose other’s mental health, or make speculations on a user’s diagnosis on threads. 
Ok but is this being done in an injurious manner? 

I'm not promoting suicide I'm wondering if ppl can relate, I'm not suicidal atm 

If this needs to be in mcs a mod can move it hopefully?
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Date: 15-02-2021 19:30
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Anachronism wrote:
Bloodflowers wrote:
I joke abt suicide 24/7 even when I don't actually want to die but it's so annoying when someone comes like thats not funny suicide is serious!!!!! Like imagine not even being allowed to joke about your own struggles cant relate
Yeah I hate how ppl dont understand it's coming from a personal place to cope not a comment generally on suicide 
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Date: 15-02-2021 19:39
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Limbs wrote:
GvcciGoddess wrote:
YES its so weird to me that there are ppl who are never suicidal. Like everytime something happens to me or im just feeling sad the thought “well i could just kill myself” pops into my head automatically. Every time im at a follow up/check up psychiatric appointment and they ask me if i have or have had any suicidal thoughts recently im always like “well yeah ofc” and they always start talking abt how thats very concerning etc and im always just like “well thats just normal to me idk its like not even a big deal its not like im actually actively planning on doing it” like its just an option/solution that my brain jumps to but like ive already decided im not gonna kill myself. Like i saw the aftermath of my suicide attempt at 15 and how much of an impact it had on ppl around me and that made me dead set on never killing myself but that doesnt mean those thoughts just magically go away 
wish that was me oof, no one cared at all when i tried to commit. i'm sorry you went thru that though
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Date: 15-02-2021 19:47
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Limbs wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
Sweethoney wrote:
It's against the rules to discuss suicide. You can read the rules HERE

Mental Health
Virtual Popstar aims to be a welcoming environment for everyone. While we understand discussion of mental health cannot be avoided, we do not allow for it to be done in an injurious manner. Therefore, it is not allowed to discuss suicide or make suicide threats, discuss or diagnose other’s mental health, or make speculations on a user’s diagnosis on threads. 
Ok but is this being done in an injurious manner? 

I'm not promoting suicide I'm wondering if ppl can relate, I'm not suicidal atm 

If this needs to be in mcs a mod can move it hopefully?
yea this should be in mcs, i'm surprised the mods have left it up for this long cuz my threads get locked so fast if i mention the notalive
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Date: 15-02-2021 19:48
Anachronism
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Anachronism wrote:
Limbs wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
Sweethoney wrote:
It's against the rules to discuss suicide. You can read the rules HERE

Mental Health
Virtual Popstar aims to be a welcoming environment for everyone. While we understand discussion of mental health cannot be avoided, we do not allow for it to be done in an injurious manner. Therefore, it is not allowed to discuss suicide or make suicide threats, discuss or diagnose other’s mental health, or make speculations on a user’s diagnosis on threads. 
Ok but is this being done in an injurious manner? 

I'm not promoting suicide I'm wondering if ppl can relate, I'm not suicidal atm 

If this needs to be in mcs a mod can move it hopefully?
yea this should be in mcs, i'm surprised the mods have left it up for this long cuz my threads get locked so fast if i mention the notalive
My point is that suicidal thoughts- passive or active- are not healthy, but if you're not actively trying to kill yourself it can seem like a normal thing to experience even if it isn't 

So is that why its still up? Not promoting shit
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Date: 15-02-2021 19:52
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Azriel wrote:
Idk I can easily imagine that
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Date: 15-02-2021 19:59
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kagura wrote:
i can't imagine there are people who doesn't have any mental health problems
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Date: 15-02-2021 20:18
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I wanted it to be over so many times, but I didn't want to be dead, because that's just the absence of everything, you mind erased and forever lost, I'm way too much of a narcissist to wish for that.
Date: 15-02-2021 20:20
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GvcciGoddess wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
GvcciGoddess wrote:
YES its so weird to me that there are ppl who are never suicidal. Like everytime something happens to me or im just feeling sad the thought “well i could just kill myself” pops into my head automatically. Every time im at a follow up/check up psychiatric appointment and they ask me if i have or have had any suicidal thoughts recently im always like “well yeah ofc” and they always start talking abt how thats very concerning etc and im always just like “well thats just normal to me idk its like not even a big deal its not like im actually actively planning on doing it” like its just an option/solution that my brain jumps to but like ive already decided im not gonna kill myself. Like i saw the aftermath of my suicide attempt at 15 and how much of an impact it had on ppl around me and that made me dead set on never killing myself but that doesnt mean those thoughts just magically go away 
Yeah that's the difference between passive and active ideation. What did they say after you told them you dont have a plan? Do they still find it concerning?

This topic was inspired by casually talking w/ my manager about our edgy teen phases. I said I was so dramatic I never believed I would make it to my mid twenties. Maybe I'd even kill myself by 18, yet my emo friends and I who thought that stuff are still around. 

He didnt seem to think that was average edgy teen stuff. He said hes never been suicidal. Like... not even a fleeting "I wish I could run into traffic" thought w/o a plan? Idk I felt awkward dismissing it casually after he seemed to think it was abnormal 
They still think its concerning but i explain to them every time that once u been suicidal, especially from a young age, the suicidal thoughts are so ingrained in ur thinking pattern that it just becomes normal for u to have it in the back of ur mind even if u dont actually want to kill urself like its just an urge or knee jerk reaction when life gets difficult kinda like when u get angry and feel the urge to just punch someone like u dont actually do it its just an urge. They still get concerned when i give that explanation but they do understand it a bit more and i always make sure to tell them that it doesnt interfere with my dedication to live and that im not finished yet and that i see a future for myself and blahblahblah 

and yeah i also used to think id die before reaching my 20s lol like i actually genuinely believed it so i never had any future plans or dreams for my life so now that im 22 im literally lost and confused af like i have no clue what i want to do or be cuz ive never actually thought about what id like to make of myself 
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