cobain wrote:
and my patienceeeeeeeeee oh my god
i'm a very patient person but lately i'm so sick and tired of everything. i've heard the same conversations over and over again for a year, the same fucking things happen, everything's on repeat and i can't stand working with dementia patients anymore. it's not right for them that i'm literally on the brink of exploding when they ask me a simple question. they don't know it's the millionth time i've heard it from them because for them, it's the first time they're asking. of course i keep calm and i never show how irritated it makes me, but on the inside i'm just skgldjkljFJFJFJFJ. makes me feel horrible because they can't help it, they're sick. i blame my extreme workload, too much 4 me to handle therefore i can't handle anything else