You have not yet responded to the forum.

Here you will find the last 3 forum topics
you have posted a comment on.
+ add shout
Helmi
Why are mp prices so crazy.. YES I’m looking at you 🫵
0 | 0 | 0 | 0
0%
To join the forums you need to be logged in.

Click here to register your own account for free and I will personally explain to you how you can start getting your own fans and, making popdollars.
> Close
Helper
Forum
Startalk
Blog statistics
Friends management



Topics   Messages
14 of the 24 stars earned

Forum

General < General First | Previous | Page: | Next | Last
Poll: do u struggle with suicidal thoughts
Show results
reason for living
Account deleted




wrote:
bruh idk
Date: 24-01-2022 17:15
Mimi309
International star



mimi309 wrote:
i dont really have a reason other than the human will to not die, i guess
13
Posts: 288
Date: 24-01-2022 17:18
Alam
World famous



Alam wrote:
Also (this is a bit dark but eh) I have had this thought a lot, I imagine a scenario where I commit sue of side and my best friend goes on to live a very successful life and I end up being like a blip in her story? You know? Like a challenge she has overcome and sometimes she'll talk to people and be like yeah well I used to have this best friend, he's dead now and everyone would be like wow that's so sad and she'd be like yeah but I'm okay now and being just like, a footnote in someone else's story, the thought fucks me up. Honestly though it's more likely that she attempts sue of side if I die, like, statistically, but that's also bad.
Also I have dogs.
20
Posts: 23097
Date: 24-01-2022 17:21
Private
Popstar



autism wrote:
I honestly don’t even know
19
Posts: 43995
Date: 24-01-2022 17:30
Private
World famous



alprazolam wrote:
idk i decided as a kid that 27 is the perfect age to die 
i'm "only" 22 so a few more years to go i guess

but tbh i'm alive only out of guilt
people have done so much so support me financially and mentally so it'd be rude to just yeet myself 
i don't wanna make people (my mom, bf and the couple of friends i still have left) sad 
even though i suck fundamentally as a person i know that my death would be a shock to the few people in my life 

also there's no chocolate in hell 
probably 
18
Posts: 3847
Date: 24-01-2022 17:47
Private
World famous



Claire wrote:
i like to read japanese comics about boys having sex with other boys

you know its really the simple things in live that matter
21
Posts: 55674
Date: 24-01-2022 17:57
Private
World famous



Claire wrote:
have u seen this ever it doesnt do it for me but mauybe it helps for u but some people's reason to live is out of spite
21
Posts: 55674
Date: 24-01-2022 18:02
Account deleted




wrote:
Claire wrote:
have u seen this ever it doesnt do it for me but mauybe it helps for u but some people's reason to live is out of spite

yep spite is an extremely useful motivator to get thru life
Date: 24-01-2022 18:17
Private
International star



sapovnela wrote:
i don't think i have clear reasonings and that might be the key? i just exist and do stuff, most of the times i don't even think, just sometimes realize. some days i see the beauty in small, everyday things, other times i'm not even present at all. i'm unable to do a lot of things but i do overcome every other day and that kinda makes me go. bettering myself in a very unconscious way, because i didn't even decide to do so, its just happening while i'm moving in my own slow phase. i enjoy sunlight hitting my face, peeling pomegranates, people walking their dogs, looking out my window and seeing clouds passing by or the presence of the moon. the peacefulness of cooking, a steaming cup of tea, hot showers. just things that might seem meaningless but they overall make my day better. i haven't lived enough, i haven't experienced enough, i don't even know myself fully yet, whatever my purpose is, i haven't found it yet. how could i not continue?
19
Posts: 1839
Date: 24-01-2022 19:01
Private
Youtube star



Limbs wrote:
currently i experience enough joy that it makes up for the bad stuff, and also kms'ing would be more effort than it is to just continue existing
16
Posts: 9825
Date: 24-01-2022 19:06
Private
National star



kagura wrote:
Claire wrote:
have u seen this ever it doesnt do it for me but mauybe it helps for u but some people's reason to live is out of spite
this too tho. i live just because fuck them all 

and also honestly my life has been very difficult and i've seen hell, but i still think that all the positive things and good memories makes all my suffering worth of it 
14
Posts: 7616
Date: 24-01-2022 19:08
Thecellabration
World famous



thecellabration wrote:
haha well
20
Posts: 4737
Date: 24-01-2022 19:16
Private
National star



Sobbing wrote:
thecellabration wrote:
haha well
good reason
17
Posts: 9849
Date: 25-01-2022 12:59
Laboratory
World famous



Laboratory wrote:
My hobbies are big motivators to me to keep going n nn idk it's just one of those things where I know if I'm super low I'll just b able to play/ listen/ sing/ write whatever n I'll feel more at ease again .... I'm generally a pretty positive person so even if I do not end up working with something I am super passionate about, I am sure the little moments and the prospect of being able to go home and relax will keep me satisfied. Whenever I am down I also remind myself that it is momentary n that I have so much yet to experience, learn etc. I remind myself that there's smiles to be had over the simplest of things. For me nature is also a biggg one for when I need to recharge a little. I straight up remember kicking through a pile of leaves last month n thinking "holy fuck I love life" which might sound very childish n semi odd but yeahhh, unwinding outside gives me like a magic boost of spirit n energy n all that good stuff

also friends, friends r great. I wanna see those suckers get old n talk shit w em
19
Posts: 72150
Date: 25-01-2022 13:28
Private
Popstar



Rouya wrote:
my mum and bf i guess. but i tell myself that i should and would be able to continue living without my bf, since you never know if it's forever lol
but yeah my mum and family i guess, and knowing the fact that nothing is forever, so if im in a shit place it will change again eventually
22
Posts: 9159
Date: 25-01-2022 13:30
Post comment
Post Comment
To load new posts: activated
First | Previous | Page: | Next | Last
© 2024 Terms of Use