bee wrote:ok i have just not had the time to update at all sosorry. but let me tell you about the amazing weekend we had
i was so fucking nervous when i arrived and i almost wanted to turn back lmao. but he was so cute when i saw him standing there waiting for me
we walked to the harbor and he just pointed at everything on the way and told me stuff about it. then we ate lunch in a very cozy food hall and i was still so shy and nervous so i told him like i know i dont say a lot but i just need a little time to open up and he said, ever seen pulp fiction? and then he mentioned this scene

after that we walked through the city to a museum. the museum was so much fun, we laughed at weird exhibitions and talked about the art we liked and saw an interesting film
after that we walked to a beautiful park and sat on a bench surrounded by flowers. he put his arm around me and i put my head on his shoulder. we just sat there for a while before walking to his car and on the way there he took my hand and i swear i almost fainted, but it was when we were in the car and he put his hand on my thigh that i nearly died
he took me back to his parents house (he moved back temporarily) and it was such a lovely house out on the country. and they had chickens!!!
anyways we made dinner together and ate it while watching misery and sharing a bottle of wine. we cuddled up on the couch for the rest of the evening, watching a series and eating candy. im just gonna pretend his two very cute but energetic dogs didnt cockblock us that whole evening
i wanted to kiss him so bad all day but i was too shy rip. finally he kissed me there on the couch at 9pm and i felt like my entire body melted and cramped up at the same time. i got all red in my face
the next day we went to see a castle. very beautiful and huge garden and park too that we just walked around enjoying
we faced our first challenge together when we got lost in the labyrinth, but eventually we found our way through to the tower in the middle, and kissed at the very top, so romantic
we forgot to eat lunch so we were super hungry when we got home and made pie for dinner. then suddenly his parent got home, he thought they were gone for the whole weekend. so there i was very hungry and tired from walking around all day, talking to his parents for 35 minutes while the pie was in the oven. big fucking anxiety. they were super kind though so wasnt too bad
after dinner we sat on a bench in the backyard, looking at the horses on the field and just talking for while. we got on some deep topics and it felt really intimate
in the evening we watched one of his favorite movies and he was like, dont get your expectations too high. but like it was a really good movie
today we just slept in and cuddled all morning, enjoying each others company
we went to the movies and watched the new elvis movie (fantastic movie btw) after we walked around the city for a while before sitting down at an italian restaurant. we had a nice and honest talk there, admitting we wished we didnt live so far away from each other, hoping we would see each other again and stuff
then he walked me to the station and it was so hard saying goodbye. he even expressed how very sad it was. i thanked him for an amazing weekend and he thanked me for coming all this way. i told him i would do it again if he let me
we promised to see each other again before it snows
i literally feel like crying, everything was so perfect and he is so perfect. im very in love with him. it hurts that he is far away, but in a way, that is perfect too. we both dont want a relationship right now, so this way nothing will be rushed and everything will come at its own time.
i just really hope we can be something greater one day
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wow sounds like a lovely weekend!! i'm glad you had fun💛