disposable wrote:
i understand. and to be honest, i kinda gets better but at the same time not, but you learn how to deal with it. i don't know how else to explain it. i think it depends on how you lost the person, i've been able to deal better with both my granddads dying because they we're sick and old, but my grandma just had had surgery and was going to be better and just passed away one day without notice and it still affects me a lot
i dream about her a lot but usually we're just talking as we did before she passed, and i want to belive that's just her way to visit me from time to time