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Limbs wrote:

Heaven wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:
why do you think that

this is prob triggering to some so dont read this jhbhjiajhb

first of all my behaviour is not normal. who can get up at 6am, take a train, go all the way to your school's street and the moment u have to cross the signal you turn around and go home because you're panicking abt school? who fucking misses school for 5 weeks?
not to mention my worrisome obsessive behaviour (you especially have noticed), literally being too much of a nutbrain to fucking do school work properly and most likely having attention problems... memory is just completely fucked
the fact that i have to stick to eat this specific item of food everyday because if i don't i feel weird even though it's making me morbidly obese by the second but ok
not to speak about being crippingly socially inept.. like if someone is the worst person at socializing with anyone it's me... i am hypersensitive, stupid, paranoid...

i'm not implying that autistic people are as bad as me, but if i'm anything it is most likely that and it's unfair that i'm going through life without it being clear to me.

these don't sound like autism imo

i think there's more regarding my intellectual capability + my social skills/ability that definitely convinces me but i can't remember everything rn...

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wug wrote:

Heaven wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:

Heaven wrote:
i could probably let go of the food item, but i'll feel weird for some time before i get used to not eating it

that sounds very uhh obsessive ngl

?? i mean i can let go of it..... so is that still obsessive

yes because if you physically feel weird letting go of something that's not drugs it's a bit.. hmhm
sugar is also addictive so.. addictive things

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remains wrote:

Heaven wrote:

bones wrote:

Heaven wrote:
this is prob triggering to some so dont read this jhbhjiajhb

first of all my behaviour is not normal. who can get up at 6am, take a train, go all the way to your school's street and the moment u have to cross the signal you turn around and go home because you're panicking abt school? who fucking misses school for 5 weeks?
not to mention my worrisome obsessive behaviour (you especially have noticed), literally being too much of a nutbrain to fucking do school work properly and most likely having attention problems... memory is just completely fucked
the fact that i have to stick to eat this specific item of food everyday because if i don't i feel weird even though it's making me morbidly obese by the second but ok
not to speak about being crippingly socially inept.. like if someone is the worst person at socializing with anyone it's me... i am hypersensitive, stupid, paranoid...

i'm not implying that autistic people are as bad as me, but if i'm anything it is most likely that and it's unfair that i'm going through life without it being clear to me.

haha me in 8th/9th/10th grade and senior high and vocational school

im at the verge of tears and my mom thinks im lazy and my school thinks i'm lazy too ugh noooooo im not lazy i feel like im gonna puke if i step in school

youre makin me sad this is too relateable :\

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Crawk wrote:

Heaven wrote:

Crawk wrote:
i think if it's affecting u this much u should try to get it properly looked at and there is help to make every day life easier

im gonna b told by my family to exercise and not sit on the pc

ah ): luckily my family has never been that
my mom has always been supportive and thanks 2 me finally getting the diagnosis i've learnt how to deal with my energy throughout the day + gotten help with other stuff 2 that i didn't know where causing me more harm than it should have

yes its tough when i'll be forced out of the only thing that can make me like 5% stable (the internet, etc.. just my pc in general lolol) because i allegedly am possessed by a demon,, my mom deserves to die ngl sorry this is getting really dark oof

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Snusmumrikken wrote:

Heaven wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:
that sounds very uhh obsessive ngl

?? i mean i can let go of it..... so is that still obsessive

yes because if you physically feel weird letting go of something that's not drugs it's a bit.. hmhm
sugar is also addictive so.. addictive things

currywurst or sour cream and onion chips

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bones wrote:

Heaven wrote:

bones wrote:
haha me in 8th/9th/10th grade and senior high and vocational school

im at the verge of tears and my mom thinks im lazy and my school thinks i'm lazy too ugh noooooo im not lazy i feel like im gonna puke if i step in school

youre makin me sad this is too relateable :\

i too am sad ugh

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Heaven wrote:

Limbs wrote:

Heaven wrote:
this is prob triggering to some so dont read this jhbhjiajhb

first of all my behaviour is not normal. who can get up at 6am, take a train, go all the way to your school's street and the moment u have to cross the signal you turn around and go home because you're panicking abt school? who fucking misses school for 5 weeks?
not to mention my worrisome obsessive behaviour (you especially have noticed), literally being too much of a nutbrain to fucking do school work properly and most likely having attention problems... memory is just completely fucked
the fact that i have to stick to eat this specific item of food everyday because if i don't i feel weird even though it's making me morbidly obese by the second but ok
not to speak about being crippingly socially inept.. like if someone is the worst person at socializing with anyone it's me... i am hypersensitive, stupid, paranoid...

i'm not implying that autistic people are as bad as me, but if i'm anything it is most likely that and it's unfair that i'm going through life without it being clear to me.

these don't sound like autism imo

i think there's more regarding my intellectual capability + my social skills/ability that definitely convinces me but i can't remember everything rn...

also we can't see ur emotion, tone in voice, facial expression and body language n that can be very saying as well
also if ur seen as high functioning u won't rly be noticed as potentially having something

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wug wrote:

Heaven wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:

Heaven wrote:
?? i mean i can let go of it..... so is that still obsessive

yes because if you physically feel weird letting go of something that's not drugs it's a bit.. hmhm
sugar is also addictive so.. addictive things

currywurst or sour cream and onion chips

sourcream and onion lmaoooooooo im so disgusted i can't

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Heaven wrote:

Crawk wrote:

Heaven wrote:
im gonna b told by my family to exercise and not sit on the pc

ah ): luckily my family has never been that
my mom has always been supportive and thanks 2 me finally getting the diagnosis i've learnt how to deal with my energy throughout the day + gotten help with other stuff 2 that i didn't know where causing me more harm than it should have

yes its tough when i'll be forced out of the only thing that can make me like 5% stable (the internet, etc.. just my pc in general lolol) because i allegedly am possessed by a demon,, my mom deserves to die ngl sorry this is getting really dark oof

i can see the frustration
but yeah i deffo recommend getting urself tested for it because the spectrum is huge

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I love the topic change

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Crawk wrote:

Heaven wrote:

Limbs wrote:
these don't sound like autism imo

i think there's more regarding my intellectual capability + my social skills/ability that definitely convinces me but i can't remember everything rn...

also we can't see ur emotion, tone in voice, facial expression and body language n that can be very saying as well
also if ur seen as high functioning u won't rly be noticed as potentially having something

me speaking irl: very quiet, using throat so i sound muffled lol... very awkward...... body language very fucking weird and awkward?? like i filmed myself and i was fucking disgusted at how disgustingly weird and awkward i am...

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paranoid: 71
schizoid: 61
schizotypal: 36
antisocial: 18
Borderline: 81 (big oof as i might actually be developing lmao)
histrionic: 38
narcissistic: 6
avoidant: 68
dependant: 66
obsessive compulsive: 47

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remains wrote:

Heaven wrote:

bones wrote:

Heaven wrote:
im at the verge of tears and my mom thinks im lazy and my school thinks i'm lazy too ugh noooooo im not lazy i feel like im gonna puke if i step in school

youre makin me sad this is too relateable :\

i too am sad ugh

sry cant help you i havent found a good coping mechanism for the nonstop stress n anxiety n avoidance issues yet <3

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Snusmumrikken wrote:

Heaven wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:
yes because if you physically feel weird letting go of something that's not drugs it's a bit.. hmhm
sugar is also addictive so.. addictive things

currywurst or sour cream and onion chips

sourcream and onion lmaoooooooo im so disgusted i can't

yes this is about your disgust

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wug wrote:

Heaven wrote:

Crawk wrote:

Heaven wrote:
i think there's more regarding my intellectual capability + my social skills/ability that definitely convinces me but i can't remember everything rn...

also we can't see ur emotion, tone in voice, facial expression and body language n that can be very saying as well
also if ur seen as high functioning u won't rly be noticed as potentially having something

me speaking irl: very quiet, using throat so i sound muffled lol... very awkward...... body language very fucking weird and awkward?? like i filmed myself and i was fucking disgusted at how disgustingly weird and awkward i am...

are you very aware of those things always