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bones wrote:
Heaven wrote:
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youre makin me sad this is too relateable :\
i too am sad ugh
sry cant help you i havent found a good coping mechanism for the nonstop stress n anxiety n avoidance issues yet <3
i can deal w the avoidance but i doubt i'll get through school stably... apparently the social worker at my school thinks that mental issues is not a valid excuse to miss school, so yes german government fucking kick me out of school, fucking cunts.
Date: 15-10-2020 01:14
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wug wrote:
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Snusmumrikken wrote:
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currywurst or sour cream and onion chips
sourcream and onion lmaoooooooo im so disgusted i can't
yes this is about your disgust
but it's nasty : (( 
but yeah, having issues letting those go sounds very obsessive to me 
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Date: 15-10-2020 01:15
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im literally gonna fail in life all because i can't get the proper resources in this shithole of a country and y'all wonder why i hate germany (i am so sorry)
Date: 15-10-2020 01:15
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Snusmumrikken wrote:
Heaven wrote:
Crawk wrote:
also we can't see ur emotion, tone in voice, facial expression and body language n that can be very saying as well
also if ur seen as high functioning u won't rly be noticed as potentially having something
me speaking irl: very quiet, using throat so i sound muffled lol... very awkward...... body language very fucking weird and awkward?? like i filmed myself and i was fucking disgusted at how disgustingly weird and awkward i am...
are you very aware of those things always
i am extremely aware.. i literally hate my mannerisms, i behave like my brain is fucking lagging.
Date: 15-10-2020 01:15
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Limbs wrote:
Heaven wrote:
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i think there's more regarding my intellectual capability + my social skills/ability that definitely convinces me but i can't remember everything rn...
also we can't see ur emotion, tone in voice, facial expression and body language n that can be very saying as well
also if ur seen as high functioning u won't rly be noticed as potentially having something
me speaking irl: very quiet, using throat so i sound muffled lol... very awkward...... body language very fucking weird and awkward?? like i filmed myself and i was fucking disgusted at how disgustingly weird and awkward i am...
this sounds like just social anxiety or poor self esteem tho
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Date: 15-10-2020 01:16
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remains wrote:
Heaven wrote:
bones wrote:
Heaven wrote:
i too am sad ugh
sry cant help you i havent found a good coping mechanism for the nonstop stress n anxiety n avoidance issues yet <3
i can deal w the avoidance but i doubt i'll get through school stably... apparently the social worker at my school thinks that mental issues is not a valid excuse to miss school, so yes german government fucking kick me out of school, fucking cunts.
i quit school four almost 5 times before i got even suspected as neurotypical of any kind lol good luck
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Date: 15-10-2020 01:16
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wug wrote:
Heaven wrote:
im literally gonna fail in life all because i can't get the proper resources in this shithole of a country and y'all wonder why i hate germany (i am so sorry)
what you get have you take 
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Date: 15-10-2020 01:16
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Heaven wrote:
im literally gonna fail in life all because i can't get the proper resources in this shithole of a country and y'all wonder why i hate germany (i am so sorry)
Im just going to fail
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Date: 15-10-2020 01:16
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wug wrote:
Heaven wrote:
Snusmumrikken wrote:
Heaven wrote:
me speaking irl: very quiet, using throat so i sound muffled lol... very awkward...... body language very fucking weird and awkward?? like i filmed myself and i was fucking disgusted at how disgustingly weird and awkward i am...
are you very aware of those things always
i am extremely aware.. i literally hate my mannerisms, i behave like my brain is fucking lagging.
i'm sorry
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Date: 15-10-2020 01:16
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Heaven wrote:
Crawk wrote:
Heaven wrote:
i think there's more regarding my intellectual capability + my social skills/ability that definitely convinces me but i can't remember everything rn...
also we can't see ur emotion, tone in voice, facial expression and body language n that can be very saying as well
also if ur seen as high functioning u won't rly be noticed as potentially having something
me speaking irl: very quiet, using throat so i sound muffled lol... very awkward...... body language very fucking weird and awkward?? like i filmed myself and i was fucking disgusted at how disgustingly weird and awkward i am...
stuff like that can be fixed with work, i used to be quite lacking in general of changes in tone, facial expression etc etc but with help from the autism center + working with myself for like 2 years i'm more confident, have eye contact, good body language etc
but that's also because i'm generally doing good mentally, otherwise the work wouldn't be possible
however the autism won't go away, that's chronic
Date: 15-10-2020 01:16
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and the worst part is the stigma that surrounds autism, like if i am that it'll prob take a good while for me to come in terms with it lol 
Date: 15-10-2020 01:17
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Limbs wrote:
Heaven wrote:
Crawk wrote:
also we can't see ur emotion, tone in voice, facial expression and body language n that can be very saying as well
also if ur seen as high functioning u won't rly be noticed as potentially having something
me speaking irl: very quiet, using throat so i sound muffled lol... very awkward...... body language very fucking weird and awkward?? like i filmed myself and i was fucking disgusted at how disgustingly weird and awkward i am...
this sounds like just social anxiety or poor self esteem tho
we still can't judge tho,, u don't see them 24/7 so it's not up to us to say what they have n what they don't
Date: 15-10-2020 01:17
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Heaven wrote:
and the worst part is the stigma that surrounds autism, like if i am that it'll prob take a good while for me to come in terms with it lol 
when i was diagnosed at 17 i felt the same about it,, i absolutely despised being diagnosed with it
but at the same time i was relieved 
Date: 15-10-2020 01:18
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Snusmumrikken wrote:
Heaven wrote:
Snusmumrikken wrote:
sourcream and onion lmaoooooooo im so disgusted i can't
yes this is about your disgust
but it's nasty : (( 
but yeah, having issues letting those go sounds very obsessive to me 
but its ok they're making me fat i'll have to cut it off anyways lol
Date: 15-10-2020 01:18
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wug wrote:
Heaven wrote:
Snusmumrikken wrote:
Heaven wrote:
yes this is about your disgust
but it's nasty : (( 
but yeah, having issues letting those go sounds very obsessive to me 
but its ok they're making me fat i'll have to cut it off anyways lol
i consume so much sugary beverage ... i know it's the cause of my weight gain but it's so fucking good 
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Date: 15-10-2020 01:19
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