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Arthema wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
I am antisocial so cluster b I guess but I was this way too because I was bored, but then I brain damaged myself wirh drugs I guess so now im very much more assertive and calm, I was literally crazy cus I found it fun, but now nothing in my brain. Being very bored very big in the antisocial population tho, often the cause of bad behaviour, compared to wanting to be mean in a malicious way rather than a bored way
Yeah I am not surprised,
Though with aspd it is not drugs that numb you per se, age and time makes aspd people more tame or more in control, and in addition to that literally nothing out there will keep you interested in something long term so ofc everything is and will be boring, big shame it is

Though it can also be very much the meds lmao, I'm glad no meds that I ever tried worked on me so I stopped trying
Nobody ever wants to put me on meds idunno why -_- I feel like I need it cus im failing epically at life lmao
Oh meds can definitely help stabilize you, but it stops there, the rest you do with therapy and other things

Yeah my psychiatrist at first was like shoving those down my throat and now no one will suggest it
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:14
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ouch wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
I am antisocial so cluster b I guess but I was this way too because I was bored, but then I brain damaged myself wirh drugs I guess so now im very much more assertive and calm, I was literally crazy cus I found it fun, but now nothing in my brain. Being very bored very big in the antisocial population tho, often the cause of bad behaviour, compared to wanting to be mean in a malicious way rather than a bored way
Yeah I am not surprised,
Though with aspd it is not drugs that numb you per se, age and time makes aspd people more tame or more in control, and in addition to that literally nothing out there will keep you interested in something long term so ofc everything is and will be boring, big shame it is

Though it can also be very much the meds lmao, I'm glad no meds that I ever tried worked on me so I stopped trying
Nobody ever wants to put me on meds idunno why -_- I feel like I need it cus im failing epically at life lmao
I be double packing the boredom tho with antisocial and schizoid, most suicide inducing combo I could think of rn, goodbye brain goodbye life gooodbye vp -_- hope ur gonna be ok pavlov cus life seems not worth it lol
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:15
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Heartbroken wrote:
@VP-Etjen 
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:15
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cottagecheese wrote:
Heartbroken wrote:
@VP-Etjen 
ur going to ruin abbys and ouchs conversation dont b mean
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:15
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Heartbroken wrote:
cottagecheese wrote:
Heartbroken wrote:
@VP-Etjen  -Etjen 
ur going to ruin abbys and ouchs conversation dont b mean
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:16
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ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
Yeah I am not surprised,
Though with aspd it is not drugs that numb you per se, age and time makes aspd people more tame or more in control, and in addition to that literally nothing out there will keep you interested in something long term so ofc everything is and will be boring, big shame it is

Though it can also be very much the meds lmao, I'm glad no meds that I ever tried worked on me so I stopped trying
Nobody ever wants to put me on meds idunno why -_- I feel like I need it cus im failing epically at life lmao
Oh meds can definitely help stabilize you, but it stops there, the rest you do with therapy and other things

Yeah my psychiatrist at first was like shoving those down my throat and now no one will suggest it
I just need dopamine pill, I am the laziest allegedly adhd non will to live no motivation person ever, 
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:16
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Arthema wrote:
ouch wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
Yeah I am not surprised,
Though with aspd it is not drugs that numb you per se, age and time makes aspd people more tame or more in control, and in addition to that literally nothing out there will keep you interested in something long term so ofc everything is and will be boring, big shame it is

Though it can also be very much the meds lmao, I'm glad no meds that I ever tried worked on me so I stopped trying
Nobody ever wants to put me on meds idunno why -_- I feel like I need it cus im failing epically at life lmao
I be double packing the boredom tho with antisocial and schizoid, most suicide inducing combo I could think of rn, goodbye brain goodbye life gooodbye vp -_- hope ur gonna be ok pavlov cus life seems not worth it lol
Oh god I'd wanna jump out the window having to deal with both, one is hard enough as is 
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:16
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Arthema wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
Nobody ever wants to put me on meds idunno why -_- I feel like I need it cus im failing epically at life lmao
Oh meds can definitely help stabilize you, but it stops there, the rest you do with therapy and other things

Yeah my psychiatrist at first was like shoving those down my throat and now no one will suggest it
I just need dopamine pill, I am the laziest allegedly adhd non will to live no motivation person ever, 
yeah adhd is a bitch, where's our dopamine I want my happy molecules
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:17
Cottagecheese
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cottagecheese wrote:
the fact that etjen is online is making me kinda worried actually
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:17
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ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
ouch wrote:
Nobody ever wants to put me on meds idunno why -_- I feel like I need it cus im failing epically at life lmao
I be double packing the boredom tho with antisocial and schizoid, most suicide inducing combo I could think of rn, goodbye brain goodbye life gooodbye vp -_- hope ur gonna be ok pavlov cus life seems not worth it lol
Oh god I'd wanna jump out the window having to deal with both, one is hard enough as is 
It truly is just the most boring combo, like boring for the haver, its double numb tbh, I wish I was crazy still lmao. Thats why I like not sleeping tho, when im on the border of psychosis I feel my best and much more crazy which is not boring aka its good
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:18
Cottagecheese
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cottagecheese wrote:
cottagecheese wrote:
the fact that etjen is online is making me kinda worried actually
oh well what happens happens
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:19
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Arthema wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
I be double packing the boredom tho with antisocial and schizoid, most suicide inducing combo I could think of rn, goodbye brain goodbye life gooodbye vp -_- hope ur gonna be ok pavlov cus life seems not worth it lol
Oh god I'd wanna jump out the window having to deal with both, one is hard enough as is 
It truly is just the most boring combo, like boring for the haver, its double numb tbh, I wish I was crazy still lmao. Thats why I like not sleeping tho, when im on the border of psychosis I feel my best and much more crazy which is not boring aka its good
I used to have a similar thought? about not sleeping
but god it takes such a toll on you physically that I just had to stop and now I actually get sleep but then again I also do stuff and ... live? yeah lmao
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:19
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ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
Oh meds can definitely help stabilize you, but it stops there, the rest you do with therapy and other things

Yeah my psychiatrist at first was like shoving those down my throat and now no one will suggest it
I just need dopamine pill, I am the laziest allegedly adhd non will to live no motivation person ever, 
yeah adhd is a bitch, where's our dopamine I want my happy molecules
Nobody wanna diagnose me fully cus im not 100% drug and alcohol free but whatever. I don't even want stimulant meds if I even have it, I would much rather take long working anti depressant type meds, even tho they don't work for everyone
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:19
Cottagecheese
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cottagecheese wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
I just need dopamine pill, I am the laziest allegedly adhd non will to live no motivation person ever, 
yeah adhd is a bitch, where's our dopamine I want my happy molecules
Nobody wanna diagnose me fully cus im not 100% drug and alcohol free but whatever. I don't even want stimulant meds if I even have it, I would much rather take long working anti depressant type meds, even tho they don't work for everyone
antidepressants were annoying i kept forgetting to take them and it made me extremely volatile so i had to quit them
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:20 | Times changed: 2
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Arthema wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
I just need dopamine pill, I am the laziest allegedly adhd non will to live no motivation person ever, 
yeah adhd is a bitch, where's our dopamine I want my happy molecules
Nobody wanna diagnose me fully cus im not 100% drug and alcohol free but whatever. I don't even want stimulant meds if I even have it, I would much rather take long working anti depressant type meds, even tho they don't work for everyone
honestly I had stimulant meds for a while and while I'm not schizoid I am the other 2 you mentioned and they helped me the most until they didn't kek

can't drop drinking for a while for that?
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:21
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