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ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
Oh god I'd wanna jump out the window having to deal with both, one is hard enough as is 
It truly is just the most boring combo, like boring for the haver, its double numb tbh, I wish I was crazy still lmao. Thats why I like not sleeping tho, when im on the border of psychosis I feel my best and much more crazy which is not boring aka its good
I used to have a similar thought? about not sleeping
but god it takes such a toll on you physically that I just had to stop and now I actually get sleep but then again I also do stuff and ... live? yeah lmao
Yeah ig what u mean, I don't like the physical effects of staying up (even tho I don't get sleepy, I just get tired in the body I guess) but worth it mentally usually. Until I have stayed awake too long and I can't even watch tv anymore cus its too boring. i always hav to watch tv
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:21
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ouch wrote:
cottagecheese wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
yeah adhd is a bitch, where's our dopamine I want my happy molecules
Nobody wanna diagnose me fully cus im not 100% drug and alcohol free but whatever. I don't even want stimulant meds if I even have it, I would much rather take long working anti depressant type meds, even tho they don't work for everyone
antidepressants were annoying i kept forgetting to take them and it made me extremely volatile
I always rememebr my birth control so I just hope I would remmeber other pills too 😭
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:22
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ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
yeah adhd is a bitch, where's our dopamine I want my happy molecules
Nobody wanna diagnose me fully cus im not 100% drug and alcohol free but whatever. I don't even want stimulant meds if I even have it, I would much rather take long working anti depressant type meds, even tho they don't work for everyone
honestly I had stimulant meds for a while and while I'm not schizoid I am the other 2 you mentioned and they helped me the most until they didn't kek

can't drop drinking for a while for that?
The issue was I was 100% drug free and 90% alcohol free, but I had to take pizz test for 3 months and the drug free pressure caused me to binge all out on amphetamines n opioids n alcohol n everything cus it stresses me out if I can't take them at all so -_- I took the test 2 weeks I think n then just stopped cus I give up
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:24
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Arthema wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
It truly is just the most boring combo, like boring for the haver, its double numb tbh, I wish I was crazy still lmao. Thats why I like not sleeping tho, when im on the border of psychosis I feel my best and much more crazy which is not boring aka its good
I used to have a similar thought? about not sleeping
but god it takes such a toll on you physically that I just had to stop and now I actually get sleep but then again I also do stuff and ... live? yeah lmao
Yeah ig what u mean, I don't like the physical effects of staying up (even tho I don't get sleepy, I just get tired in the body I guess) but worth it mentally usually. Until I have stayed awake too long and I can't even watch tv anymore cus its too boring. i always hav to watch tv
The feeling of your body betraying you and draining all of your energy grrr.... Hate it.

Was the same for me, now it is just boring so I go to sleep
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:26
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cottagecheese wrote:
but anyway once again this was a genuine apology and this thread was not intended to be bait whatever im doing that offends people is just my innate personality 
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:27
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Arthema wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
Nobody wanna diagnose me fully cus im not 100% drug and alcohol free but whatever. I don't even want stimulant meds if I even have it, I would much rather take long working anti depressant type meds, even tho they don't work for everyone
honestly I had stimulant meds for a while and while I'm not schizoid I am the other 2 you mentioned and they helped me the most until they didn't kek

can't drop drinking for a while for that?
The issue was I was 100% drug free and 90% alcohol free, but I had to take pizz test for 3 months and the drug free pressure caused me to binge all out on amphetamines n opioids n alcohol n everything cus it stresses me out if I can't take them at all so -_- I took the test 2 weeks I think n then just stopped cus I give up
I'd be going mental if I was in this situation, thank fuck I can't be bothered with alcohol anymore 
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:27
Cottagecheese
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cottagecheese wrote:
cottagecheese wrote:
but anyway once again this was a genuine apology and this thread was not intended to be bait whatever im doing that offends people is just my innate personality 
if i could do something about my personality i would but my brain is barely incentivized by anything so masking would be extremely difficult and would most definitively completely demotivate me from talking to people
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:28
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ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
honestly I had stimulant meds for a while and while I'm not schizoid I am the other 2 you mentioned and they helped me the most until they didn't kek

can't drop drinking for a while for that?
The issue was I was 100% drug free and 90% alcohol free, but I had to take pizz test for 3 months and the drug free pressure caused me to binge all out on amphetamines n opioids n alcohol n everything cus it stresses me out if I can't take them at all so -_- I took the test 2 weeks I think n then just stopped cus I give up
I'd be going mental if I was in this situation, thank fuck I can't be bothered with alcohol anymore 
I honestly can't be bothered either, I just feel bad like withdrawal symptoms every time now too (even tho not as bad as the first times actually withdrawing from alcohol, very bad) but still I keep thinking "ok it will be ok this time" uknow lmao.... But I drink mby half a litre of vodka now every week/every other week, compared to 1L+ every day so I would think thats still ok to be diagnosed with anything but no...
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:30
Cottagecheese
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cottagecheese wrote:
cottagecheese wrote:
cottagecheese wrote:
but anyway once again this was a genuine apology and this thread was not intended to be bait whatever im doing that offends people is just my innate personality 
if i could do something about my personality i would but my brain is barely incentivized by anything so masking would be extremely difficult and would most definitively completely demotivate me from talking to people
i just remembered what i said about transphobia lmao well at least im honest
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Posts: 97
Date: 15-08-2023 00:31
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Maxwell wrote:
cottagecheese wrote:
but anyway once again this was a genuine apology and this thread was not intended to be bait whatever im doing that offends people is just my innate personality 
apology not accepted, hope you get the help you need
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:31
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Heartbroken wrote:
Maxwell wrote:
cottagecheese wrote:
but anyway once again this was a genuine apology and this thread was not intended to be bait whatever im doing that offends people is just my innate personality 
apology not accepted, hope you get the help you need
retweet
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:31
Cottagecheese
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cottagecheese wrote:
Maxwell wrote:
cottagecheese wrote:
but anyway once again this was a genuine apology and this thread was not intended to be bait whatever im doing that offends people is just my innate personality 
apology not accepted, hope you get the help you need
i forgive u for not forgiving me
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:33
Cottagecheese
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cottagecheese wrote:
cottagecheese wrote:
Maxwell wrote:
cottagecheese wrote:
but anyway once again this was a genuine apology and this thread was not intended to be bait whatever im doing that offends people is just my innate personality 
apology not accepted, hope you get the help you need
i forgive u for not forgiving me
what does forgive even mean its such a strange word
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:33
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Arthema wrote:
cottagecheese wrote:
cottagecheese wrote:
but anyway once again this was a genuine apology and this thread was not intended to be bait whatever im doing that offends people is just my innate personality 
if i could do something about my personality i would but my brain is barely incentivized by anything so masking would be extremely difficult and would most definitively completely demotivate me from talking to people
People ain't gonna accept it lmao
I'd say honesty is not always good but it does not seem like you know what is even going on in your mind so not the right word
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:34
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Arthema wrote:
ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
ouch wrote:
The issue was I was 100% drug free and 90% alcohol free, but I had to take pizz test for 3 months and the drug free pressure caused me to binge all out on amphetamines n opioids n alcohol n everything cus it stresses me out if I can't take them at all so -_- I took the test 2 weeks I think n then just stopped cus I give up
I'd be going mental if I was in this situation, thank fuck I can't be bothered with alcohol anymore 
I honestly can't be bothered either, I just feel bad like withdrawal symptoms every time now too (even tho not as bad as the first times actually withdrawing from alcohol, very bad) but still I keep thinking "ok it will be ok this time" uknow lmao.... But I drink mby half a litre of vodka now every week/every other week, compared to 1L+ every day so I would think thats still ok to be diagnosed with anything but no...
I thank my liver everyday that it did not fail me yet 
Hope you'd be able to drink even less and get those tests done so you could get the help you need because living like that is bland as hell
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Date: 15-08-2023 00:36
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