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today i woke up at 5:40am and i was dreading it but i suckt it up and went to school and then i went to talk to the social worker and she scolded me for not making a certain phone call and when i promised her i had simply forgotten she was like "no!! give the real reason.." and i'm like 😟 mate i legitimately have memory loss problems ??! anyways i have that phone call in my mind yet but i'll ask my mom to do it instead because i scured lol. if she doesn't do it tomorrow then obviously i will.
anyways so before i went to the social worker i realized i had german in the other building and i ran there, got in the room and my teacher was like "they're writing a test.. wanna write?" and i was like "lmao mate no, can i go" .. then i went back and blablabla, i sat in the school hall writing this enormous text about my state of mind because if i don't practice introspection i can't sleep at night lmao. then the social worker came to me and she was like "hello i guess u dont have classes bc today test/project day" and i was like *nods head*. then i sat there going over my rant/vent/text and then was like "alright, enough" and then went home, bought a donut and bread, ate, slept from 12pm till 3pm lol (i slept 2 hours last night) and then woke up and here i am a bit later yes (also i washed the dishes and cleaned the kitchen wow). that's it