Marcelien wrote:thecellabration wrote:
become an illustrator but it's impossible because i actually just literally don't want to. it's possible as in i could pursue it but i started working towards it and it just did not feel good. i just wish it did shjgk i don't know what else could make sense for me
i feel this way about being super fit and beautiful. i SO want to have a tight, flat body and stuff, but i love cake too much. i honestly dont want to be that way, but its something i dream of.
so i can somewhat relate to ur problem cx dreaming of something u dont want is the worst cx
but maybe something besides illustrator? an artist or something? designer-person for different stuff?
cake is good <3