Alam wrote:storkuk wrote:
the thing is, i have this strong desire to be right about everything. i see people
who do not agree with me as less than, making me feel superior
(unconsciously. i do not literally think to myself "i'm so much better
than this person".)
so if i see a group of people, let's just say artists for the sake of the argument, because i'm not an
artist myself and i think they are just weird or not normal, i have a lot of
negative feelings towards them. other people just think "what's wrong
with being an artist?" but i am psychologically unable to comprehend
that thought process
Very eloquent. It's good that you're aware but at some point awareness isn't enough. You don't get to be bad and be aware of it as an end point, you know? You have to use that self awareness.
i'm not a bad person though, i'm not openly racist to people in real life or anything like that. i'm pretty chill