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thecellabration wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
thecellabration wrote:
haha well
good reason
yeah ❤️
i'm here anyway i guess so
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Date: 25-01-2022 20:25
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Sobbing wrote:
more
idc if u have written here before maybe something changed i wanna know
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Date: 21-06-2022 10:35
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ouch wrote:
My reason for living is its hard to kys and I am lazy lol
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Date: 21-06-2022 10:36
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ouch wrote:
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My reason for living is its hard to kys and I am lazy lol
Also, drugs and alcohol, not as in I have to drink etc to keep alive, but I enjoy it so I don't wanna die cus that means I can never drink etc again lmao 
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Date: 21-06-2022 10:37
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Sobbing wrote:
ouch wrote:
ouch wrote:
My reason for living is its hard to kys and I am lazy lol
Also, drugs and alcohol, not as in I have to drink etc to keep alive, but I enjoy it so I don't wanna die cus that means I can never drink etc again lmao 
so one of ur reasons is mind altering substances
outside of that though
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Date: 21-06-2022 10:38
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ouch wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
ouch wrote:
ouch wrote:
My reason for living is its hard to kys and I am lazy lol
Also, drugs and alcohol, not as in I have to drink etc to keep alive, but I enjoy it so I don't wanna die cus that means I can never drink etc again lmao 
so one of ur reasons is mind altering substances
outside of that though
Nothing. Life is extremely boring I have no hobbies, pets I care abt, humans I care abt, empathy for my parents and siblings or whatever if I kms, so theres really no reason to live lol. I just exist n thats it, trynna not be constantly bored but it is what it is
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Date: 21-06-2022 10:44
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Sobbing wrote:
ouch wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
ouch wrote:
Also, drugs and alcohol, not as in I have to drink etc to keep alive, but I enjoy it so I don't wanna die cus that means I can never drink etc again lmao 
so one of ur reasons is mind altering substances
outside of that though
Nothing. Life is extremely boring I have no hobbies, pets I care abt, humans I care abt, empathy for my parents and siblings or whatever if I kms, so theres really no reason to live lol. I just exist n thats it, trynna not be constantly bored but it is what it is
but if u exist u haver responsibilities and expectations from people around u
how do u deal with those
do u work
do u study
etc
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Date: 21-06-2022 10:46
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ouch wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
ouch wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
so one of ur reasons is mind altering substances
outside of that though
Nothing. Life is extremely boring I have no hobbies, pets I care abt, humans I care abt, empathy for my parents and siblings or whatever if I kms, so theres really no reason to live lol. I just exist n thats it, trynna not be constantly bored but it is what it is
but if u exist u haver responsibilities and expectations from people around u
how do u deal with those
do u work
do u study
etc
I have finished grade 11 but thats it (I turn 20 this year and the ppl starting grade 11 turn 16 lmfao) I started looking for work instead and I found a summerjob tho, I start next week. Otherwise I try to look for a permanent job yes, but I doubt ill b able to have a 100% job cus my brain just doesn't work and neither does my body aj,,,,,. Gonna get tested for adhd in 3 months tho hopefully that will help but. I have no motivation but thats cusof othr mental illness stuff
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Date: 21-06-2022 10:50
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animal shelter work
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my dogs
dogs in general
my promise to myself that i have to see dreamcatcher live at least ONCE
i want to publish more books
Date: 21-06-2022 11:00
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Limbs wrote:
astronomy tbh, and physics, i want to know what more we discover about the universe, exoplanets and stars and black holes and if we ever find life out there! like existing very often is miserable n difficult but if there's one thing i don't wanna miss out on it's that.

the other thing now is my friend(s), cuz i'm going to have more good moments with them and i don't wanna miss out on those. but i didn't have friends for years so yknow. that's a new thing but very good.

also also, just little things in nature that make me really happy to be on this earth, i know they will make me happy in the future too so it helps when life feels not worth living... & i kinda don't concern myself with being a ~success~ and ~finding my purpose~ in the eyes of capitalism or other people or whatever, i am just here to have fun honestly

but yes antidepressants keep me able to think this way. sry this is rambly i'm h*gh lol
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Date: 21-06-2022 11:32
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Sobbing wrote:
Limbs wrote:
astronomy tbh, and physics, i want to know what more we discover about the universe, exoplanets and stars and black holes and if we ever find life out there! like existing very often is miserable n difficult but if there's one thing i don't wanna miss out on it's that.

the other thing now is my friend(s), cuz i'm going to have more good moments with them and i don't wanna miss out on those. but i didn't have friends for years so yknow. that's a new thing but very good.

also also, just little things in nature that make me really happy to be on this earth, i know they will make me happy in the future too so it helps when life feels not worth living... & i kinda don't concern myself with being a ~success~ and ~finding my purpose~ in the eyes of capitalism or other people or whatever, i am just here to have fun honestly

but yes antidepressants keep me able to think this way. sry this is rambly i'm h*gh lol
point of this thread is 2 ramble so its what i want u to do
im reading what stuff ppl are writing here i just dont know what to reply
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Date: 21-06-2022 11:47
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Sobbing wrote:
i dont have anything to live for nor do i wanna live
so i wanna hear what kind of reasons u guys have
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Date: 21-06-2022 11:48
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Sylvan wrote:
I don't have one except the thought of not having any consciousness is a scary thought so I just wait till my body shuts down one day hopefully more than 50 years in the future. 
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Date: 21-06-2022 11:54 | Times changed: 1
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Sobbing wrote:
ouch wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
ouch wrote:
Nothing. Life is extremely boring I have no hobbies, pets I care abt, humans I care abt, empathy for my parents and siblings or whatever if I kms, so theres really no reason to live lol. I just exist n thats it, trynna not be constantly bored but it is what it is
but if u exist u haver responsibilities and expectations from people around u
how do u deal with those
do u work
do u study
etc
I have finished grade 11 but thats it (I turn 20 this year and the ppl starting grade 11 turn 16 lmfao) I started looking for work instead and I found a summerjob tho, I start next week. Otherwise I try to look for a permanent job yes, but I doubt ill b able to have a 100% job cus my brain just doesn't work and neither does my body aj,,,,,. Gonna get tested for adhd in 3 months tho hopefully that will help but. I have no motivation but thats cusof othr mental illness stuff
i hope ur summerjob goes well
and i dont think u should compare urself to other ppl everyone lives in different paces
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Date: 21-06-2022 11:54
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