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Hmm
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hmm wrote:
Azriel wrote:
hmm wrote:
devilcake wrote:
are youy more likely to blame yourself when you have a reason for certain struggles, than without the reason?

hardly answered ur question cus i didn't quite undrrstand it sorry >_< ..
u have these struggles and blame urself for it, but for most ppl the blaming yourself becomes less when they have a diagnosis bc it's not smth they can control and it explains the struggles
yet u claim the other way around 
i'd have the issue where i'd try to "do the impossible" and beat autism lol... i'd be like "how am i this STUPID that i can't break out of some shitty label it's not that hard"... like to me i simply can't compute the fact that there's a possibility that this will be the way i'll always live, and i cannot accept that even if i come to understand it too
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Date: 10-02-2023 00:13
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Claire wrote:
devilcake wrote:
hmm wrote:
and it's so fucked up because i try to tell myself to not be ableist against other people out of principle but if i'm going to be honest i absolutely am, because of my own personal issues of course but doesn't make it any more excused smh
i think because of the society we live in is inherently ableist most people are inclined towards ableism anyways, its the effort to go against that that makes one not ableist or whetever else yanno, imo at least hmhmhm
i feel so guilty for it still tho like i didnt even nkow how ableist i was until i got  this diagnosis and everyones like 'well its society' but idk i thought i was better than soceity lmfao
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Date: 10-02-2023 00:13
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hmm wrote:
devilcake wrote:
hmm wrote:
devilcake wrote:
ever since i ve allowed to consider that i mite be autistic i feel WAY less hard on myself when i struggle communicating with people like i kinda just had this epaiphany like i just dont understand this stuff its not just anxiety its just confusing blah
man i feel like id just get the urge to be like "btw guys im autistic" and i just know id get disgusted stares for it (sadly that's ppl irl from what i've seen ever since i started talking to ppl lol), all cus i want a pass from how much i struggle  sad lyfe...   but yeah the epiphany is crazy
hmmm i hate sharing things about myself tho big nono so i guess iwouldnt feel the need to do that im very much in my own head at all times hmhmh
but also like i already feel like people think im weird, like not disgusting stares weird, but bc of how i act n such so not that much of a difference rly
yeahh i also do feel like people already know i'm weird anyways so.. idk i suppose i don't need to mention it and they'll just take mental note of it and if they stick around (before i push them away like i always do smh my head) then i successfully passed repelling people away i suppose
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Date: 10-02-2023 00:17
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devilcake wrote:
Claire wrote:
devilcake wrote:
hmm wrote:
and it's so fucked up because i try to tell myself to not be ableist against other people out of principle but if i'm going to be honest i absolutely am, because of my own personal issues of course but doesn't make it any more excused smh
i think because of the society we live in is inherently ableist most people are inclined towards ableism anyways, its the effort to go against that that makes one not ableist or whetever else yanno, imo at least hmhmhm
i feel so guilty for it still tho like i didnt even nkow how ableist i was until i got  this diagnosis and everyones like 'well its society' but idk i thought i was better than soceity lmfao
ghghg i guess part of progressing n becoming less ableist is realizing that u arent better than most of society...

its kinda like uknow those middle aged people who think they arent racist, but will ocasionally say smth racist n when you call them out on i theyre like ???? me???? bc they truly dont think they are in the need of reassesing bc they dont actually HATE x group or whatever, like for them the next step would be to recognize the societal bias and blah blah blah.
n most often i think people only do this when the issue becomes closer to them,,, idk humans are inherently selfish or whatever sadsad we live in a society insert joker
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Date: 10-02-2023 00:18
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hmm wrote:
Claire wrote:
devilcake wrote:
hmm wrote:
and it's so fucked up because i try to tell myself to not be ableist against other people out of principle but if i'm going to be honest i absolutely am, because of my own personal issues of course but doesn't make it any more excused smh
i think because of the society we live in is inherently ableist most people are inclined towards ableism anyways, its the effort to go against that that makes one not ableist or whetever else yanno, imo at least hmhmhm
i feel so guilty for it still tho like i didnt even nkow how ableist i was until i got  this diagnosis and everyones like 'well its society' but idk i thought i was better than soceity lmfao
me being like guysss i stan autistic ppl let's stop being mean to them   (horrible ableist thinking)
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Date: 10-02-2023 00:18
MissLondon
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MissLondon wrote:
Lol pretty sure I’m good
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Date: 10-02-2023 00:29
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Maxwell wrote:
MissLondon wrote:
Lol pretty sure I’m good
W ur poetry typin quirk? No one is safe london. Not even u!
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Date: 10-02-2023 01:02
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roach wrote:
i'm going through the same at 27 lol turns out what they thought was BPD was probably autism and c-ptsd. wild
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Date: 10-02-2023 01:20
OceanWitch
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OceanWitch wrote:
Yeah I often wonder if I have autism in addition to ADHD. I was dx'd with ADHD in the 90s when it was like... popular to do that so I wonder if I was misdiagnosed. My partner has Aspergers and always tells me I exhibit a lot of autistic traits but idk.
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Date: 10-02-2023 01:20
MissLondon
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MissLondon wrote:
Maxwell wrote:
MissLondon wrote:
Lol pretty sure I’m good
W ur poetry typin quirk? No one is safe london. Not even u!
Poetry? Never understood that
weird ass shit so it’s whatever 
sorry people are qwerked up 
over it lol
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Date: 10-02-2023 01:27
Private
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Maxwell wrote:
MissLondon wrote:
Maxwell wrote:
MissLondon wrote:
Lol pretty sure I’m good
W ur poetry typin quirk? No one is safe london. Not even u!
Poetry? Never understood that
weird ass shit so it’s whatever 
sorry people are qwerked up 
over it lol
Either u cant read jokes
Or I cant read jokes

No matter the answer
Claire has the last laugh
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Date: 10-02-2023 01:44
Lean
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lean wrote:
roach wrote:
i'm going through the same at 27 lol turns out what they thought was BPD was probably autism and c-ptsd. wild
<3 c-ptsd gang

i have adhd, i don't think i have autism.
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Date: 10-02-2023 01:44
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Claire wrote:
Maxwell wrote:
MissLondon wrote:
Maxwell wrote:
W ur poetry typin quirk? No one is safe london. Not even u!
Poetry? Never understood that
weird ass shit so it’s whatever 
sorry people are qwerked up 
over it lol
Either u cant read jokes
Or I cant read jokes

No matter the answer
Claire has the last laugh
lmfao 
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Date: 10-02-2023 01:45
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kruspersille wrote:
Maxwell wrote:
MissLondon wrote:
Maxwell wrote:
W ur poetry typin quirk? No one is safe london. Not even u!
Poetry? Never understood that
weird ass shit so it’s whatever 
sorry people are qwerked up 
over it lol
Either u cant read jokes
Or I cant read jokes

No matter the answer
Claire has the last laugh
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Date: 10-02-2023 01:50
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roach wrote:
lean wrote:
roach wrote:
i'm going through the same at 27 lol turns out what they thought was BPD was probably autism and c-ptsd. wild
<3 c-ptsd gang

i have adhd, i don't think i have autism.
my brother is diagnosed with adhd as well but i think he may be misdiagnosed tbh. he has a lot of symptoms in addition to, or in opposition of adhd symptoms, just like i have "bpd symptoms" that are like kinda lacking or slightly off. seems bizarre for both of us to just have vague adhd, bpd and ocd instead of being autistic and traumatized by our nightmare childhood
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Date: 10-02-2023 01:52
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