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Cult
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cult wrote:
Annie wrote:
okay i took a horoscope thing on a website and did a color test n idk about the colors I found most pleasing but the colors I felt the most displeasing are describing very accurately how  I've been n it's lowkey scary cause I don't believe in horoscopes
really wtf link please
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Date: 08-12-2020 14:15
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Annie wrote:
cult wrote:
Annie wrote:
okay i took a horoscope thing on a website and did a color test n idk about the colors I found most pleasing but the colors I felt the most displeasing are describing very accurately how  I've been n it's lowkey scary cause I don't believe in horoscopes
really wtf link please

www.astro.com/cgi/atxgen.cgi
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Date: 08-12-2020 14:15
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Annie wrote:
its the website she linked in the description to find your birthchart, I'm doing the color oracle test
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Date: 08-12-2020 14:16
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Annie wrote:
Annie wrote:
cult wrote:
Annie wrote:
okay i took a horoscope thing on a website and did a color test n idk about the colors I found most pleasing but the colors I felt the most displeasing are describing very accurately how  I've been n it's lowkey scary cause I don't believe in horoscopes
really wtf link please

www.astro.com/cgi/atxgen.cgi
wait the link doesn't seem to work lol
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Date: 08-12-2020 14:18
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Miguel wrote:
a relative died of covid, i stopped talkin w a friend of 6 years, i then started 2 talk w that friend again, i lost weight n thats it
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Date: 08-12-2020 14:19
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remains wrote:
broke up, moved again, got anxiety, started work
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Date: 08-12-2020 14:21
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melinddd wrote:
nice gif hehe

i mostly spend a lot of time home buuuut i cooked a lot and have such a nice curry recipe now - will do more curry soon! x moved into a dorm room, really like it here. spend a lot of time with my parents, played a lot of games XD
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Date: 08-12-2020 14:26
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SYRE wrote:
yes summer was good, i live in sweden so.......
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Date: 08-12-2020 14:35
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kagura wrote:
well actually not so bad tbh. like obviously spring wasn't that great but yea
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Date: 08-12-2020 14:49
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commander2 wrote:
Bad mental health year
But got closer w my family n stuff  not all bad
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Date: 08-12-2020 14:50
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Aria wrote:
Nothing much tbh, it was all kinda calm here, I was going outside meeting friends, hanging out, only the small lockdown was pretty boring but overall nothing major (I reconnect with my old friend this year so that was good)
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Date: 08-12-2020 14:51
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Arachne wrote:
Despite everything that has been going on around us, this has actually been the best year in my life so far.

I've been doing a lot better mentally, doing progress in therapy, getting help with some things and I got engaged ♡
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Date: 08-12-2020 14:55
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Salem wrote:
I had a great year tbh ??
> got way closer 2 my sister during lockdown at the beginning of the year like. it was v good 4 our family strangely enough
> split w my ex which was most definitely a good thing when I think on our relationship
> got a jobbbb yay actually earning money n being able 2 help n contribute more, also means I'm seeing lots of people n like putting myself in social situations when that used 2 be my biggest fear n. all good things honestly like this has prob been one of the best years 4 me in terms of personal growth n I'm so here for it
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Date: 08-12-2020 14:57
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well january was me not being aware of how fawked up my brain was, i mean i knew-ish but i thot i could live w it
i also had reconnected w my mate in january but then he disappeared for 2 months and once he came back and decided to leave again i was like "alright fuck off mate" and yes.. i do miss talking shit about vp to him smh smh

anyways well obviously i was fucking braindead throughout quarantine because 1. gorillaz 2. unironically being on twitter, so i'll mark that time my descend into madness

and then obviously my mom is the thing that hinders me from being mentally stable-ish so yes it's a time to remember and a time i will most likely suppress and then have to bring it up again and solve and heal from in therapy. for context severe alcoholism lmao... surprisingly she stopped for a while but like any other addiction a relapse is bound to happen therefore yes... u get it...

failed school twice smh well it happens i'm not mad because although it might take longer, in the end i still want to finish my education and in my humble defense my home situation + my pea mushed up brain completely hindered me from going through the school year being stable and motivated

and then i got into harry potter and actually unironically started using tiktok, fucking cursed honestly i think i lost a great amount of braincells from it because i vividly remember feeling crippling second hand embarrassment when i first got on tiktok and now im unfazed by how questionable the content is there.. 

and now i am well aware of my mental issues, how to solve them, altho i cant-ish at the moment, how to tame them mayb (although obviously its a bit unsuccessful because i am still very very sad ) and i will have therapy soon and yes.. i am not yet whole but we'll get there, i have regained hope
oh also i moved lmao i think it really made me feel a lot better (alas still with my useless mother but it ok-ish)

ãnd that's on oversharing lmaooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Date: 08-12-2020 15:01 | Times changed: 1
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Annie wrote:
Arachne wrote:
Despite everything that has been going on around us, this has actually been the best year in my life so far.

I've been doing a lot better mentally, doing progress in therapy, getting help with some things and I got engaged ♡
Omg congratulations!!!
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Date: 08-12-2020 15:02
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