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Pusk
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Pusk wrote:
I need a fourth option on your poll,
"nun ya dam business" 
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Date: 10-08-2022 20:33
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Sobbing wrote:
Pusk wrote:
I need a fourth option on your poll,
"nun ya dam business" 
that option is just not voting
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Date: 10-08-2022 20:38
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Sobbing wrote:
hmm wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
like i get it unga bunga monkey brain say stay alive so i stay alive
but outside of that
yes everyone fears death
everyone reports fear before attempted suicide

but what makes life bearable? ionly thing i can think of are pets or other humans
what makes life bearable... maybe my hobbies. i again am a very easily entertained brain, even if deep down i am extremely depressed and numb i can still make myself enjoy it, also there's this probably stupid thing i do lmfao i like to make sure i enjoy myself so that i'll look back in the present somewhat fondly, not have it just be all misery u know.
pets.. i haven't had one in years so i dunno the feeling, humans... i'm not bitter about it but i try not to make myself attached lmfao, i do really enjoy others and everything but i likely won't ever experience any sort of true/close connection w anyone again because i dunno, it feels more like a fantasy than a reality. i try to make something out of the connections i have and i'm for the most part grateful for it (even tho sometimes when im going a little crazy!! i say bad things like fuck everyone everyone is useless, but thas just me being crazy hehe...). i also read a lot of fiction tho so i'm a fucking voyeruistic hermit smh, getting my fix though it i suppose  i'm still lonely but it be like that u kno
have u had bad experiences when bonding with humans or something
or betrayed
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Date: 10-08-2022 20:39
Pusk
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Pusk wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
Pusk wrote:
I need a fourth option on your poll,
"nun ya dam business" 
that option is just not voting
But, I want the option 
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Date: 10-08-2022 20:40
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Sobbing wrote:
Suchomimus wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
Suchomimus wrote:
hobbies for me i think, but u need money for most hobbies, so u need a job, then u don't have much free time so u can't even do hobbies, very unfortunate 
yes u are a slave
i dont understand how people work 9-5 and have inclined themselves to believe that it is normal, mostly because they dont have time to think because all they do is work
i actually would rather die, rn i work 5 days a week, but only 23 hours n all i ever do is wake up, eat, go to work, come home, recover from my exhaustion, eat, mmmayyybe play video games for like an hour, sleep, i really don't know how those ppl do it
i dont work
and im just exhausted from living
props 2 u
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Date: 10-08-2022 20:40
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Suchomimus wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
Suchomimus wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
yes u are a slave
i dont understand how people work 9-5 and have inclined themselves to believe that it is normal, mostly because they dont have time to think because all they do is work
i actually would rather die, rn i work 5 days a week, but only 23 hours n all i ever do is wake up, eat, go to work, come home, recover from my exhaustion, eat, mmmayyybe play video games for like an hour, sleep, i really don't know how those ppl do it
i dont work
and im just exhausted from living
props 2 u
i only started like last week i think, before then i was depressed n exhausted too but at least i had time for dumb hobbies ya know  i would like to just quit n go back to what i was doing before, but someday my mother will be gone n i will have to support myself so rip i guess
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Date: 10-08-2022 20:50
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hmm wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
hmm wrote:
Sobbing wrote:
like i get it unga bunga monkey brain say stay alive so i stay alive
but outside of that
yes everyone fears death
everyone reports fear before attempted suicide

but what makes life bearable? ionly thing i can think of are pets or other humans
what makes life bearable... maybe my hobbies. i again am a very easily entertained brain, even if deep down i am extremely depressed and numb i can still make myself enjoy it, also there's this probably stupid thing i do lmfao i like to make sure i enjoy myself so that i'll look back in the present somewhat fondly, not have it just be all misery u know.
pets.. i haven't had one in years so i dunno the feeling, humans... i'm not bitter about it but i try not to make myself attached lmfao, i do really enjoy others and everything but i likely won't ever experience any sort of true/close connection w anyone again because i dunno, it feels more like a fantasy than a reality. i try to make something out of the connections i have and i'm for the most part grateful for it (even tho sometimes when im going a little crazy!! i say bad things like fuck everyone everyone is useless, but thas just me being crazy hehe...). i also read a lot of fiction tho so i'm a fucking voyeruistic hermit smh, getting my fix though it i suppose  i'm still lonely but it be like that u kno
have u had bad experiences when bonding with humans or something
or betrayed
yes the former, i don't think i've ever come across anyone cruel enough for betrayal lmao 
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Date: 10-08-2022 20:53
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Evey wrote:
after having worked all summer my new answer is
life sucks
>:--(
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Date: 10-08-2022 21:00
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Heartbroken wrote:
family and my cats
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Date: 10-08-2022 21:44
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Iriss wrote:
wearing hot outfits everyday
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Date: 10-08-2022 22:14
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DEITY wrote:
how beautiful earth is
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Date: 10-08-2022 22:18
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Pusk wrote:
I need a fourth option on your poll,
"nun ya dam business" 
Omg PUSK!! 
Date: 10-08-2022 22:26
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