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I hate my stupid useless pathetic insufferable mother
and I for the life of me can't focus properly on schoolwork so I feel like I'm stupid aka bad and I kno I'm not stupid but something is wrong w my shit useless horrible brain so good... I hate this cus I don wanna be dumb and also I just wish I could just forget ughhh stop thinking forever.
I hate everything but it kinda bearable but I feel empty or sum idk nothing matters anymore but it's not yet at suicidal territory, more like "I'm gonna be a cunt to everyone bc nothing and no one matters" territory
I hate my stupid useless pathetic insufferable mother
and I for the life of me can't focus properly on schoolwork so I feel like I'm stupid aka bad and I kno I'm not stupid but something is wrong w my shit useless horrible brain so good... I hate this cus I don wanna be dumb and also I just wish I could just forget ughhh stop thinking forever.
I hate everything but it kinda bearable but I feel empty or sum idk nothing matters anymore but it's not yet at suicidal territory, more like "I'm gonna be a cunt to everyone bc nothing and no one matters" territory