DIRT wrote:ouch wrote:jerboa wrote:
oh yeah w thought inserting it's a type of delusion (ex. this person/organization is putting thoughts into my mind). i used to think i had that. both can exist at once too (like ur brain trying to find an explanation for heavy dissociation)
Me bein worried im turning schizo cus my aunt turned schizo around 20 or sum but probably not lmao, I think I am very much just overthinking it yes
osdd-1a = not fully developed alters, yes blackouts
osdd-1b = yes fully delevoped alters, no blackouts
but ppl canbe in between iirc???? & osdd 2 thru 4 r not systems which is dumb i think osdd-1 should b grouped w did personally
i don't get blackouts but sometimes i get bouts of confusion which i call my Moments
&& that's smn to keep in mind tbh r u seeing someone??? schizo is genetic & if u have an aunt w schizophrenia u should defffff mention it. it's best to keep these things in mind instead of telling urself ur just overreacting so u can fully understand what's going on & prepare!! it is really scary tho i wish u the best 🥺 (long story but) i thought my mom had schizophrenia (she lied) & i have a history of mild delusions & it was scary af to even consider that
(note u can have delusions w/o a disorder like schizophrenia. if u have schizoid then that would make sense, actually u can have delusions from smn just like trauma too. like ptsd can cause delusions sometimes Mental illness sure is fun isn't it!!!!)
I don't think schizoid causes delusions (its not rlly connected to the positive aka the psychotic symptoms of schizophrenia like that idk) butyeah ouff, my mums uncle has schizophrenia too so thats not reassuring at all lol. I was seeing someone before but not anymore, don't rlly want to either, I don't like it