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Gilmore wrote:
kagura wrote:
coco wrote:
kagura wrote:
also any tips for healing for broken heart? i mean i know only time helps but...
indefinite amount of self care, practice hobbies, games.. these r the only things that takes my mind off things & i hope it does the same for you, at least a bit

please dont feel bad. i know me saying that doesnt do shit at all, but people in loving relationships dont feel like they wanna be single out of nowhere

i broke up w my 2yr ex bc i wanted to feel alone too. he was perfect for me but i wasnt used to the amount of affection given to me bc of family problems n issues. i thought about it for a while before i broke up w him without telling him about my problems because i just wanted to get away. i got w other ppl during the break up, but it never felt the same. about almost a year passed & we're closer than before. our communication has improved and we have matured as well. he deserves way better than me n im grateful for him

please take advantage of the break. take care of yourself, practice new makeup techniques, workout, buy cool clothes, listen to music, paint, start baking....
he needs to work on his communication skills. maybe smth more.
i know you just want to vent but i really hope you know your worth. that anxious feeling will go away soon. 

sorry if what i said made u feel uncomfortable or anything bad. ppl ik have been through hard breakups n it makes me feel really sad about these topics & i wouldnt want anyone to feel the way they did
yeah i know, but also it's not that simple with mental health problems  so i don't know
I get that and it's your decision if he returns to you, but still take this time to become a better version of yourself and really think things through
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Date: 21-02-2021 14:45
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kagura wrote:
honestly the worst part; i can't play dnd anymore since he's our dm

we tried to look people who are up to play 1-3 in a month for years and finally got that perfect dnd group.
my friend said they played this week and he didn't feel like playing anymore, because i wasn't there and our characters were supposed to do all kind of stupid shit together
maybe someday in the future even if we don't get back together.. i still don't hate him and i don't think i ever will, i just don't want to see him while it hurts so bad.
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Date: 21-02-2021 14:59
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Pavlov wrote:
kagura wrote:
honestly the worst part; i can't play dnd anymore since he's our dm

we tried to look people who are up to play 1-3 in a month for years and finally got that perfect dnd group.
my friend said they played this week and he didn't feel like playing anymore, because i wasn't there and our characters were supposed to do all kind of stupid shit together
maybe someday in the future even if we don't get back together.. i still don't hate him and i don't think i ever will, i just don't want to see him while it hurts so bad.
the worst part
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Date: 21-02-2021 15:34
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kagura wrote:
Pavlov wrote:
kagura wrote:
honestly the worst part; i can't play dnd anymore since he's our dm

we tried to look people who are up to play 1-3 in a month for years and finally got that perfect dnd group.
my friend said they played this week and he didn't feel like playing anymore, because i wasn't there and our characters were supposed to do all kind of stupid shit together
maybe someday in the future even if we don't get back together.. i still don't hate him and i don't think i ever will, i just don't want to see him while it hurts so bad.
the worst part
yes. new life rule: never date your dm
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Date: 21-02-2021 17:26
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kagura wrote:
also i don't really feel good about gaming. or well.. about anything 
last night i played children of morta with my roommate and all i was thinking about was that how he would love to play this with me and we shoud be together in my room rightnow, playing this game. not with my roommate
we also played one scrabble game with roommates and i got highest points for something very clever, and i was like damn. i can't tell him about that

and i'm going to hiking tommorrow morning. and i went to supermarket to buy things i needed and i just walked into kitchen electonic stuff aisle to see if they have these blenders his mom promised to buy for us. but they were out of them when we went to buy it literally like a month ago
well now they had them in stock. and i almost had a panic attack there like jeezzz why did i do that

then bus driver was rude to me. and i came home and i was just crying there because ?? who i'm gonna tell about these little things happens during days
yes i have roommates and yes i have friends but i don't think they really care to hear every random encounter i have 
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Date: 21-02-2021 18:15
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kagura wrote:
he's just so big part of my life, like obviously  but damn
i told all of our friends that there's no need to take sides and so on, but... i don't know how they are going to act. like they can't invite us in same places at least for now and i'm used to that we have some kind of gaming nights like almost every week
but dnd is all his,  so i'll have other gaming nights with friends yes fukv him
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Date: 21-02-2021 18:28
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kagura wrote:
ok i think i really need this hiking trip, even tho it is for school and i'm not up to hangout all the people
but i don't know if i can, hell my backpack is heavy af and we are gonna walk in snow and i've done nothing but smoking and drinkin beer for whole week
i'm not physically ready for this
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Date: 21-02-2021 19:15
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Claire wrote:
MissLondon wrote:
It sucks but I suppose it’s better that he has cold feet now
instead of leaving you with a place that you might not be
able to afford on your own.
best of luck to you 
yea bullet dodged honestly 
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Date: 21-02-2021 19:22
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kagura wrote:
lol he's the most unproblematic person ever, i can't imagine anyone hating him. he's so nice to everyone. even to people who he dislikes. he's so calm and like i don't know he just legitimate wants to help people 
he's also the most intellectual and logical person i've ever met, besides his father and brother

but mental health is what it is. i can't be mad over someone being depressed and not seeing a way to be in relationship without taking care of himself first
i just really wish he could see himself the way me or our friends sees him
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Date: 21-02-2021 20:19
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kagura wrote:
also going back to time we met, he should have just let me be and dodge the bullet if things worked that way
i was very freaking toxic in my past relationship, like bruhhh i'm ashamed
and he knows all the stupid shit i did with my ex and literally anyone would have said to him that he needs to run away and fast.like no offense to my ex he's amazing and we are friends, but we were terrible couple. we just brought out each other's worst traits
so it was so different with this person. he saw and still sees the best in me. and i didn't bring shit from my relationship to this one. i have always been honest with him, i haven't done anything to insult or hurt him, i haven't done anything that i couldn't do infront of him 
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Date: 21-02-2021 20:59
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kagura wrote:
i should change my bed sheets but i don't wanna bc he have slept in these. it's so stupid bc last time he has been here overnight was 3 weeks ago they doesn't even smell like him anymore

anyway i have to go to sleep soon and i won't be able to connect myself to internet for 2 days 
so maybe i will just let this thread die or maybe i come up something new to cry about and come back to cry here on wednesday
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Date: 21-02-2021 21:26
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