DUCKBOY wrote:hungover wrote:DUCKBOY wrote:
ppl think its so cool to suffer from bpd when in fact we're seen, as you said, as abusive, horrible people
like no i dont go around saying i have bpduwu bc its literally scary to be open about a disorder like that
we have enough w the constant "oh they're a danger", n having these people just making our disorder a fucking joke or a uwui am a bit bpd hehe i get mad sometimes uwu, just hurts
Exactly.
Living with BPD is fucking terrifying, it's not fun or cute not being able to count on your own emotions. It's not cute having to depend on medication to be somewhat stable. It's not cute when I go from literally hating my best friend because he accidentally left me on read, to loving him the second I see him in real life again.
aaaaah, it hurts so much.
having the constant fear of people leaving you, getting infurated for the smallest thing.. but that's so quirky, dont you know? tiktok thinks so! its so fun to not have stable relationships and feeling like you're going to explode and self harm <3 i love having bpd!!
and then they ask why our mental health is shit, when all they do is making our situations worse