Sol wrote:
what i also think abt a lot is how often i'm told to be silent or that im 'too much'
really sucks a lot bc i can't rly help it (adhd) so its just like.. a flaw in my being ig
& im constantly reminded that i will always be too much for ppl, that im too enthousiastic & i laugh too hard & i get angry too fast and all that
when i see mysterious women in movies or like the cool calm collected women youknow, i'll never be them. there's rarely main characters with my personality & thats bc most ppl don't like people like me. i don't have a desirable personality at all (even worse bc i'm technically nonbinary but everyone perceives me as a woman sadly so i'll never truly be who i am, of if i choose to be who i am & tell everyone im nonbinary i suddenly will be even LESS desirable for a lot of ppl)
what i also think abt a lot is how often i'm told to be silent or that im 'too much'
really sucks a lot bc i can't rly help it (adhd) so its just like.. a flaw in my being ig
& im constantly reminded that i will always be too much for ppl, that im too enthousiastic & i laugh too hard & i get angry too fast and all that
when i see mysterious women in movies or like the cool calm collected women youknow, i'll never be them. there's rarely main characters with my personality & thats bc most ppl don't like people like me. i don't have a desirable personality at all (even worse bc i'm technically nonbinary but everyone perceives me as a woman sadly so i'll never truly be who i am, of if i choose to be who i am & tell everyone im nonbinary i suddenly will be even LESS desirable for a lot of ppl)