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That my moms friend thinks im very pretty or smth (spesielt vakker? I think) I don't remmeebr exactly if it was that n she didn't say this to me obv since I have never talked to her but she told my mom lol
Doesnt stay with me in a way that makes me more confident or anything, but I just think abt it sometimes like 🤔 its interesting how other people see me, esp when they see smth different than most people (I am not genetically blessed lol)
and !! That my aunt said to me once when I was mby 10 that I had big bones or smth, but in norwegian (store ben) it can be confused with saying I have big legs, so I thought she was calling me fat or smth n then I cried in the bathroom for half an hour lol, good times indeed. She just meant that I have a big build or smth (tall, wide, whatever) and not that I was fat but lol. And then it sticked w me once she said that I looked so skinny or smth when I was 15 or smth, that probably stayed w me mostly cus of the thing she said before. Wasnt very skinny tho but I think I can never really look properly skinny anyway cus of the big build, I just look like a big (not fat) person no matter tbh, cursed but