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Limbs wrote:
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yo i'm like semi officially not depressed now
not super officially bc i don't have my psychiatrist's confirmation yet But my psych nurse told me she agrees that i don't seem to be depressed

this is like kind of a big deal??? bc i was depressed for legit like 6 years straight....... and now i'm not! time for celebration i think
More than kind of

this is awesome!

i could see the clues to your healing and improvement in some of your responses before I can’t wait for this to  be official
thank you! it is!  i still have other problems of course but it feels really good to be able to cross one thing off the list 
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Date: 03-09-2019 15:40
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Limbs wrote:
lolol well this visit started out well but now stepmom is mad at me because she found me laying in bed at noon (because my iron deficiency/iron supplements make me tired). can't wait til she gets back from the shops and starts yelling at me about everything again
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Date: 07-09-2019 11:42
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Limbs wrote:
dad: when are u coming to visit are u gonna come visit soon
me: *comes to visit*
dad: *ignores me and leaves town*
like.. ok then
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Date: 07-09-2019 12:24
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Limbs wrote:
like why do i keep wasting money to travel here just so ppl can sulk at me & yell at me and ignore me or literally just leave when i'm visiting..... what is the point
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Date: 07-09-2019 12:29
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Rotte wrote:
Your avi hella cute if i have to be honest
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Date: 11-09-2019 02:20
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Limbs wrote:
Dora wrote:
Your avi hella cute if i have to be honest
aw thx
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Date: 11-09-2019 02:26
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Limbs wrote:
fav uni teacher is asking for everyone's preferred pronouns and names (that might be different from what's in the official register) in his classes (discreetly so no one is forced to out themselves) and im abt to cry like AAAAAAAAA tthis is so nice
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Date: 11-09-2019 20:53
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Limbs wrote:
im so far out of my brain nnn its scary
i'm downtown n i need to get home but i'm so far away from here nnnothing is real
i'm scared that my brain will just switch off n i don't know what would happen then
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Date: 13-09-2019 22:38
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Limbs wrote:
oh wow i got diagnosed with severe panic disorder lol finally.. not by a psychiatrist tho but a general doctor at the healthcare center when i went there with a rly bad panic attack last week

i'm also finally seeing a new psychiatrist on thursday n gonna talk about dissociation and maaybe hopefully i could get a diagnosis or some investigating into that whole thing idk

i went back to uni today
was supposed to start last week but i got bad panic attacks and just generally couldn't manage it. so i already failed like 2 courses by not showing up to the first lecture and i ended up self harming bc i was so disappointed & angry with myself...... but idk i'm trying to be compassionate and clearly going back to university is more difficult for me than i thought, and idk. at least i went to class today. it was difficult. i have my first psychology lecture tomorrow. i'm so exhausted and going to this lecture tomorrow is seriously daunting but i'm gonna try. also going to the doctor tomorrow about that weird lump bump thing in my lower stomach and i'm terrified.
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Date: 16-09-2019 23:22
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Limbs wrote:
this is a question
is it ok for me to do nothing for the rest of the day after coming home from uni classes n stuff?
i feel a little bad like i'm doing nothing and just being a useless failure again  but i'm so exhausted all the time i just go straight to bed as soon as i get home. i just wanna go to sleep at like 4pm tbh,, but so far i've stayed awake until nighttime at least

sidenote i think i might be depressed again or going tht way. i'm just sad and tired all the time and everything is so difficult

pls answer this, i don't wanna make a thread just to ask a small question but i still want some1 to give me some feedback... like should i be trying harder and doing more or is it ok to not push myself more? idk
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Date: 17-09-2019 18:36
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Hazelnut wrote:
^
It's completely okay. It ain't even odd nowadays among students. It might have effect on depression though. 
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Limbs wrote:
desruct wrote:
^
It's completely okay. It ain't even odd nowadays among students. It might have effect on depression though. 
thank u for replying
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Date: 17-09-2019 18:59
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Limbs wrote:
tw

my brain hurt
am feeling hopeless & suicidal & also want to chop off my arms again. why's it always the arms? i don't get it. ive had this same urge for years like every now and then i alwayd want to chop my arms off. why the fuck
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Date: 18-09-2019 21:57
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Limbs wrote:
you know what the worst part is
that my mom is dead now and i can't ask her anything about my childhood and the literal blocks of years that i can't remember
i don't trust dad rly n he like doesn't remember or doesn't wanna talk about it idk. maybe he just wasn't that present in my life back then, idk, i wouldn't know since i can't fucking remember
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Date: 18-09-2019 22:09
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Limbs wrote:
however the look that my psychiatrist gave me today as he just got done saying "hmyes this is very bad" (referring to my mental state) and then asked how often i am having appointments and i told him i'm not seeing my psych nurse for 5 weeks now, the bewildered double take of "wow this crazy person really isnt getting help"... exquisite

like even if he cant help it feels good to have someone be like "really?? that sucks" sometimes instead of just like ur exaggerating ur fine u can manage it
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